i want to love someone in a band.
no, i don’t mean be a fan of some atrocity of a world renowned group of people who make music thats externally mediocre.
i want to love the lead of that one indie band that plays house shows.
i want my head to rest in the lap of some who’s fingers strum the metallic strings of a guitar.
i want to attend shows and be incredibly proud of my lover having the time of their life. something they’re passionate about.
in reality, i crave the physical attainable feeling of seeing someone enjoying themselves. whether it be someone in a band, or someone who paints angelic figures on a canvas.
i want love, and to give out my love,