Today is hard. I sit at my table wishing I could finish the many projects I have sitting around. My head is too full of fear, anxiety, what ifs and whys. Some days the insanity in my head is quiet, some days it screams at me. I have struggled with self-image, self-care, etc my whole life. This is all I can get out when my head is screaming. A mass of randomness that seems together, when in truth it is chaos. One day at a time, let go, easy does it...all easier said than done.