Why I’m becoming a healer!
I never thought I will become a healer as the way I am right now. I don’t even know how I can have the capacity of listening the energy of other people deeply.
Honestly, I am a seeker at first. I’m so curious about nearly everything happening in my life. I was so strong in my emotions and people can broke me easily. In my defense mode, I started to be “stronger” - I try to know everything to be able to control, pretending that I don’t care about people at all, I try to be good as much as I can in whatever domains, try to put down my emotions, my feelings as it is my “weakness”... but in the end, all of that can’t make me really happy.
I was still struggling with the ways I chose to apply. And not easy, but I have to quit my old way of thinking for the better.
That was really important milestone in my life so far.
I learned how to face my problems, face my fears, face my feelings, face my stupidity fantasy about the way things should be, face my greedy, face my ambition, face my perfection, face the reality, my ego. I was crying and drinking every night just because I face my personality deeply, dive deep into that and even didn’t really know where they can bring me to. But I still did it...
After 2 years, things become clearer, and I was able to connect with other people. Somehow, I am like a mirror while I’m facing the people that need some help. I feel them, absorb them and then, from inside, my tiny compassion seed growing, lead me to the answer but really the answer at all. That is a kind of energy transforming between 2 purely souls.
I aware, I can’t solve all the problems of all the people, but hopefully, I can make the difference of someone’s life that cross my path!
And you know, I believe, you can all have this capacity also.
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