The moment Mom walks in to pick me up, she notices that something is wrong. Cooking her eyebrow, she walks silently until we get to her dark Sudan. "So... what's going on? And don't try to tell me that it's nothing."
I stare down at my twiddling fingers. The moment i tell her I know exactly what will happen- she will ask Mia to come over for dinner and force me to apologise. Sounds alright? Yeah, no. The thing with Mia is that she gets really awkward, and when she does, that's when she panics and starts getting anxious. She told me in our second session about her anxiety. She seems to trust me for some reason, but I don't get why- I have only met her three times. And the other girl, Brooklyn, who I haven't properly met, and yet I have already had her friend in tears. Great first impression Shawn!
I decide to ignore the question, hoping that she will get distracted with something else.
The moment i get to the door, I dump my bags and beeline for my room to begin studying for the class. Only ten minutes in, I feel my eyelids growing heavier by the second. No. I can't fall asleep. I have to do this for Mia. I get up and stride to the sink in the bathroom across the hall. I let the liquid run over my hands for a moment. The immediate feeling of the freezing drips all over my face leaves me feeling wide awake. I begin with the flash cards the Mr Watson gave me when I first started, the same ones that I completely forgot I had until just before.
After roughly two hours of solid studying, I finally leave my dark room that I didn't even realise was only illuminated by my laptop. The atmosphere is filled with the smell of bolognaise that managed to waft up to the top of the staircase, causing me to out straight for the kitchen.
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