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Night snack: popcorn and a smoothie. Sorry no pic of afternoon snack or dinner forgot. Diner was pasta which was really hard and afternoon snack was some fruit gummies. Feel pretty bad so I think I’m just gonna go to bed. Goodnight lovely’s💕 #smoothie #eatingdisorderawareness #edfam #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #popcorn #pasta #fruitgummies #edfamiliy #edfamilyrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #edrecovery #edrecover #eatingdissorder #eatingdisorter #anorexicgirl #anorexia #ana #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #anorexiawarrior #anorexianervosarecovery #nightsnack #bedtimesnack #dinner #afternoonsnack


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#lunch I had 1/2 Lettuce and Cheese sandwich, Ritz Crackers, Watermelon and FRUIT CAKE😱
I can admit it wasn't good at all!! I don't think I will eat it again!
But I had it anyway next time I won't do it again and I'll challenge my self with something different.
@jaymerecovery123 and I did this challenge and it was a good idea and all so yea💕
Hopefully I get to go to this Carol thing tonight!! And I hope it doesn't rain👍✔
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I’m back home for a few days. This was dinner. Check out the awesome sweet potato and cauliflower rice bowl! Yum! 🥦🥕🍠 I also snacked on lots more fruits and veggies today but this is all I photographed. Hope everyone had a lovely Friday and did what they needed to do 😊
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Tomorrow I was supposed to be guest skating in the L’Anse Christmas show. Unfortunately I’m unable to perform, because I’m not physically strong enough to do it right now and I was advised not to. I still have consequences from my anorexia that are affecting me right now. I’m not ready, and I need to put myself first. As I was practicing my show number this past week, I felt extremely fatigued and weak. I felt very discouraged because of this, but I need to remind myself of where I am coming from and what my body has been through. A year and a half ago I was dying, in organ failure, and struggling with basic tasks of daily living. I was extremely emaciated, all of my muscle had wasted away. Walking and showering became difficult. I was unable to function. It is a blessing that I’m even able to be on the ice, let alone practice a show number. Last year I pushed myself to guest skate in the spring show when I wasn’t ready. I was weak, shaky, and fatigued, but I put pressure on myself to do it. It’s honestly a miracle that I was able to make it through, as I was dying from anorexia only 9 months prior. But this time I am putting myself first. I am bummed since I really want to guest skate in as many ice shows as I can, since I am no longer able to compete. But my number one priority is my health and recovery. I look forward to showing everyone my program in the ice show this spring if all is well with me at that time! 💗


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Lunch earlier was a thin bread thing with jam, eggs with cheese, and applesauce and some chocolate.
I really did not want to eat this but I did.
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This January could we all try something different.

Instead of indulging in diet cultures delusional messaging of needing to reshape our bodies after the holidays 🎄. Reshaping done by participating in this years “trendy” fitness regime... Could we try connecting with ourselves.
Could we try slowing down.
Could we try befriending our body.
Could we try stillness.

In a world always on the move there is no more difficult task then cultivating the capacity to get quiet and sit with yourself.

So instead of kicking off January with another #30daychallenge or even #whole30 how about a #sitandbestill30 ?? Who’s with me? 🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏼‍♀️🙋🏿‍♂️🙋🏼‍♂️ (this post was inspired by the one and only @brazensoulrebellion ❤️ she’s worth checkin out).
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PS ✋🏽moving your body or participating in a thirty day challenge isn’t inherently a collaboration with diet culture. Participating in a thirty day challenge and diet culture by proxy all depends on your intention 💛🙏.


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#makedecembersparkle 🎉 I’m having for dinner this sweet crepe! It has vainilla ice cream, dulce de leche and Oreos. I was really nervous about getting it because I ate a really big sandwich for lunch but, how am I recovering if I don’t push myself to have the things I desire?
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#makedecembersparkle 🎉 comeré de cena este crepe dulce! Tiene helado de vainilla, dulce de leche y oreos. Estaba muy nerviosa de pedirlo porque almorcé un sándwich gigante pero, ¿cómo pretendo recuperarme si no me obligo a comer lo que deseo?


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~ RECOVERY WIN! went out to eat with friends today and got a small nacho bowl....WITH A CREAM CHEESE MUFFIN. I only ate half the muffin, but will be enjoying the next half for breakfast tomorrow. I don't even feel too guilty it was sooo good 😍 My Friday has been fantastic! Gonna do a 40 minute workout in about an hour. I have been doing lots of yoga recently. Not allowing myself to do cardio because it's addicting for me and an excuse to burn calories. Hopefully tomorrow is an even better day. Goodnight everyone 😊



♡ Mirrors are just glass and you are more than that #strongerthanana #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia


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Today’s #makedecembersparkle challenge is a porridge pot 👌🏻
It would have been so easy to skip this as a) I’ve only just got home, b) it’s super late and c) I’m feeling pretty shitty after everything last week 😰 But im pushing through as I am determined to finish all the challenges my mum sent me 💪🏻
Goodnight everyone xxx
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Gammon, egg, chips and beans for dinner tonight. I actually didn’t find this all that scary I was hungry, I needed food so I ate exactly what Mum cooked. My weights gone up for the third day in a row and I really want to stop it but I know I shouldn’t be doing so that’s pretty rubbish.


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#dinner 🧡
Today was pretty 🍊🧡😁 and it wasn’t even intended I promise haha I just luv #fruits lately 🙏🏻💗
Also got an actimel w vanilla flavor 💛🥛
There’s nothing left to say, wish everyone a wonderful night 🌝💫✌🏻
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Feel like I’ve been travelling for a year and a half! Can’t wait to get home and I to bed now 😴 Here’s a picture of the cute Christmas tree the train director punched in my ticket when he came to inspect them... it’s the little things in life 🎄❣️
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Lunch: sandwich with tomatoes, cheese, meat and MAYO, salad, milk, and a STRUDEL. I haven’t had a strudel in so long and it was so good but now I feel really guilty for having it. On another note I honestly don’t know what wrong with my stomach it hurts really bad hopefully I will be able to eat afternoon snack. #sandwich #lunch #salad #milk #strudel #fearfood #fearfoodchallange #eatingdisorderawareness #edfam #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edfamiliy #edfamilyrecovery #edrecovery #edrecover #eatingdissorder #eatingdisorter #anorexia #anorexicgirl #anorexianerviosa #ana #anorexiarecovery #prorecovery #recovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #anorexiawarrior #anorexianervosarecovery #ibelieveinyou


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This is what’s happening when I got new shoes , kinda feel myself and listen to Billie Eilish


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🥄 s n a c k / 5 : 4 0 p m
* yogurt protein + sabor guaraná
* dos frutillas picadas
* ⅓ de cereales integrales
* ¼ de cereales vivo
* tres cucharaditas de avena crusters berries
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•14.12• #foodbook
🌺breakfast was toppas cereals with milk and latte
🌺brunch was chocolate oatmeal with pb And banana+tea with honey and milk
🌺lunch was large honey-praline coconut and baguette with hummus
🌺dinner was two toasts with two eggs
🌺snack was two tangerines 🍊
So I have some problems with gallbladder and it hurts me a lot
:( that’s why I’m struggling with eating, and I guess that’s the reason why I ate not as much as I should. Anyway, it’s not that bad and I’m trying to stay strong💪🏼
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🌺śniadanie: płatki toppas z mlekiem, latte
🌺II śniadanie: czekoladowa owsianka z masłem orzechowym i bananem+ herbata z mlekiem i miodem
🌺obiad: duża latte miod-pralina na mleku kokosowym, bagietka z hummusem
🌺kolacja: dwa tosty z dwoma jajkami
🌺przekąska: dwie mandarynki🍊
Mam teraz jakieś problemu z pęcherzykiem żółciowym, który mnie bardzo boli i to dlatego zjadłam dziś trochę mniej. Ale nie jest źle, staram się walczyć jak mogę 💪🏼


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Very old picture sorry!!
I have some questions for you guys and id really really appreciate if you had a chance to read ❤
Part 1. although all rational thinking should point me to recovery, (e.g. I can't keep hurting and worrying my mum like this), I'm finding it really difficult to sustain 'recovery' for more than a day at a time. And I'm finding it hard to understand. why is it that my mind is so determined to have me still restricting even when I know I shouldn't lose more weight? what is it that my mind is still trying to hold onto? has anyone else had this?
Part 2. There are days like today where I try to eat properly, but as I said, these phases of 'recovery' only last a day or two before I slip back into thinking irrationally again. I havent been to see a doctor, so at the moment, the only person who can help myself is myself.
At the moment, unless I make some drastic changes and REALLY try, im scared that if I'm left alone, I'll only get worse. But then again, I'm also scared of drastic changes that a doctor will make and I don't want to be forced into drastic changes (especially as I'm not terribly underweight, I think...But maybe that's my ED being scared of putting on weight hmm) What do you guys think I should do? Do you think I can manage this on my own, and if so, do you have any advice or something little that I could try to change that would help? I think if I tried hard enough, with your help, I could do it....But I want to maintain my current weight, is this possible to do and still recover?
Or do you think I should seek professional help (which I'm pretty scared of doing and kinda want to avoid :'))? If you've read this far, thank you SO MUCH❤
Keep fighting, thought for the day: Treat yourself like you would your best friend 💜


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this weekend is going to be tough because mom is going away to celebrate a birthday... but recovery means challenges and even if i know i would feel better if mom was here, i’m really happy about her trusting me enough to leave and her being able to have some fun💫

i watched an animated movie with my sister and dad tonight and i think i’m starting to get into one of those periods of absolutely loving animated movies! it’s great timing because my younger cousins are arriving in less than a week, which means there’ll be plenary of movies to watch with them☺️
i really long until they come, but of course i’m still worried... either way i will see them and i’m going to try to make the best of it

now, let’s talk about food - because food is a key part of recovery
it’s difficult to not overthink your food choices
and that’s okay
it’s okay that it’s difficult
and those around us know that the thoughts are floating around in our heads, feeling like they’ll be there for an eternity
but we still need to fight
because it’s not about showing that we’re still sick, it’s about getting to the point where we won’t feel urges to ever do this again

also yes, i did enjoy this chocolate ice cream👌 it’s likely because it was a milk chocolate flavour because your girl can’t take bitter flavours
i did decide to switch out half of the chocolate for half of a strawberry pint and let me tell you, that flavour was actually quite a lot better🌟✨💫


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Today I had cowberry oatmeal as #nightsnack 😋 It was so yum! Tasted just like a berry pie 🍰 #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdissorder #cowberries #oatmeal #porridge #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #staypostive


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Breakfast is 2 egg omlette with chicken, pumpkin, tomatoes and spinach filling and avocado on toast, tomato sauce, berocca and green tea 🍳🍞🥑🍅🎃🍵 haven’t had an omlette in a while because the avocados haven’t been ripe 👍


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14/12/18 :
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Mon #dinner ce soir :
- 1 cuisse de poulet 🍗.
- courgettes 🥒, champignons 🍄 et pommes de terre 🥔.
- 1 morceau d’ananas 🍍.
- 1 tisane dodo 🍵.
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Ce soir, j’ai mangé une cuisse de poulet entière🍗(sans la peau) et je ne le vis pas très bien...d’ordinaire, je ne prends qu’un pilon mais là, ma mère ne m’a pas laissé le choix parce que les pilons étaient petits
Un peu de mal donc 😕
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Et puis, j’ai tenté de réviser la philosophie mais je renonce, je pense faire un peu comme je le sens 🙄
Donc je suis aussi très stressée pour demain 😣
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#breakfast I had 1 BLUEBERRY BAGEL with Peanut Butter and Banana also had 1/2 and Orange
So I had challenged myself at breakfast with a BAGEL😱 and I'll say it was actually yum 💕 like I picked up a Flavored one and thought it would be better and it was 👍🎉. So my next challenge is at lunch time with the FRUIT CAKE 😱!! This one I'm real nervous about, because I haven't had it in a really long time!!! #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #recovery #edwarrior #anafighter #edrecovery #anxiety #anorexiarecoverymeal #edsoilder #edfigher #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #anasucks #fightanorexia


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