From time to time, as I get caught in the material world, I tend to fall into this weird funk where I feel I’m loosing sight of my vision and purpose. My inspiration and creativity become hazy and cluttered causing me to fall into a cycle of constantly trying to find myself and get back on my feet. Self conscious takes over as anxiety followed shadowed by depression. Trying to break out of that loop and finding balance can be a challenge that lasts anywhere between a few days to a few months (Lately it’s been days rather than months)
For the past 3 weeks I’ve slowly been feeling like I’m losing my balance which has caused me to fall into bad habits which I am oddly completely ok with.
I will not fight against the current, instead, I will go with the flow because I know it will eventually clear the haziness that’s been keeping me from seeing the bigger picture and path.
It’s kinda hard to explain how all these bad habits I fall into serve me as a reality check as I’m completely aware of how I’m fucking up and what I need to do to unfuck myself. Call it coping mechanism? May be. The things lurk in my brain sometimes not even I can explain. .
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