It is kinda messed up, isn't it?
How all of a sudden, one of the most important people in your life (as you thought), just switches up it's mind, and decides to leave ...To let you go, exactly at that moment of your life, when you are falling apart...Why?Oh, because that person just isn't able to understand you...To accept you , the real you...To accept your tears, your mistakes, your faults...No, it's easier to just leave you hanging like you never meant a thing to them, and what hurts the most they made it look so easy...But they say, the opposite, and after leaving you, they ask "Why didn't you fight for relationship!?" , well if I would have fought for it, would my fighting change anything?No... Because you already made your decision.And I see no meaning in fighting for it... It's not that kind of situation, when you are supposed to fight, to prove something...When there is still a chance to change something, then you should fight, but not when you are already kicked out of their life...
You know, it's a beautiful thing when you get so comfortable with someone and you realize you're telling them things ,you never said out loud before...But it's a horrifying thing, when you understand that you lost that person...You know...I'm not angry at you,i'm just a bit disappointed,only because I thought you were the one, who would stay with me...But I'm thankfull for everything...Nothing will actually change in our lives after leaving...Only that now when somebody will ask me if I know you...A million memories will flash through my mind, but I will just smile and say, that I used to... Actually it's wrong to say that you "lost a friend" , we don't lose friends, we just learn who our real ones are...
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