Day 5% loaded.. But my energy level is OVER 9000!! (Hope the anime fans appreciate this)
When I say energy, I don't mean the physical energy I'm exerting.. But the positive energy surrounding me and pushing me closer to my declaration of being a full time creator and artist. Giving my music and inspiration to the world.
This morning, I went on a stroller run with sage and my good friends @joshcoffy and @steven_ferullo1292 (felt like a middle age mom's club )
..during that run somehow the convo got brought up about my marketing agency and if I was pursuing new clients...
My head wanted to say "yes because that's what you need to do. Go make sales and keep building your agency".. But instead of listening to my head, I listened to my God/gut feeling.
All I said was "I'm not focusing on it right now, I've got tunnel vision on one thing right now and that's getting my music out to the world and letting God take care of the rest." It was the most empowering feeling ever. Like sure.. I can go keep getting more clients and building my agency.. But there's no feeling as great as being able to ignore all that and know it's all gonna be taken care of.. "Because being a creator is what you're supposed to do, Caleb." I'm full in on my dreams and goals. Letting everything else go from my control and giving it to God. Watching Him work.
That doesn't mean I've quit running my agency by any means and I'm just gonna watch my clients crash and burn (if you're a client reading this, rest assured) All it means is I'm watching Him plan the next step in my career and life. Maybe someone will buy my agency, maybe someone will become a full time manager on my team and it will free up my commitments. Who knows ♂️
No longer do I let it burden or stress me because I've given that burden to God. Therefore I'm not held down anymore.
99% of the time stress is a choice, not a choke hold.
I'll end this post with some new lyrics..
"Let the maker be the
Manager, the writer and the performer
I'll be loyal as the vessel for Everything in the former
This ain't order, this is Gratefulness.
I'm made up as.
I'm here to bring the glory
to the maker
Not the made up man"