So the doctors coming to see me today to discuss my medication. I am literally so nervous because I’ve. I idea what they could possibly suggest. Hopefully they’ll come early in the morning so I’m not waiting around all day worried. . .
Yeah so the past few days I've had such anxiety, like I couldn't breathe. I'm filling out papers to work with trauma and also to see if I'm bipolar. It brought up a lot in me. Thoughts, feelings and memories. I still have a lot of thoughts to take my life, but I'm continuing my journey. I'm currently, since Friday, hospitalized under psychiatric care. The situation is taking a lot from me but luckily I have music. Green Day, Linkin Park, The Clash, The Ramones, Beartooth. Mosty punk y'know. I will be forever grateful to Green Day for giving me the gift of music. #anxiety#trauma#bipolar#memories#psychiatriccare#mentalhealth#suicideawareness#music#punk#GreenDay#LinkinPark#TheClash#TheRamones#Beartooth