I haven’t posted in awhile . This weeks been crazy busy .
Brother graduated from college on Monday , ate a part of some fear food of nachos ! That my best friend made for herself but I stole one. Actually had dinner before going to the graduation as well !
Tuesday was a sleepy day and so was Wednesday as I was continuously ill throughout the days and unable to sleep due to being ill and extreme stomach pain.
My boyfriends parents came down to see us on Wednesday and my days were filled with different fear food such as : sweet potato and bean burger , cheese and ham toastie and a bacon and chicken sandwhich !
Having these meant I didn’t eat before them which wasn’t the best idea due to my stomach now being very unhappy .
I also started teaching a few new dance classes this week and a totally new syllabus as well which is nerve wrecking .
I feel my life is co trolled by dance and it’s taking over from my uni work . Which isn’t that great.
So excited to go for a nap after work today and tomorrow evening my friends invited me out for drinks in the first time in ages . Im so nervous too to town though and fear I will have a panic attack which they never witnessed in me before.
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