DOUBLE TAP IF YOU’RE WITH ME!
Hell no, I am not sorry. ♀️ I am not sorry for feeling comfortable in a bikini in summer time, with my thunder thighs and cellulite for all to see!
I am not sorry that when I sit down my belly creates more rolls than a bakery and my arms are sometimes to thick to fit in jackets or my wings wiggle when I wave to my friends! I am not sorry that I have stretch marks from all the dieting that you caused me to do over the years or the lack of brushed hair on occasions or perfect attire.
I am not sorry, nor will I ever be for showing up in life as me in my beautiful, perfectly imperfect body!
I am no longer embarrassed, nervous, anxious or afraid of what others might think or say about how I look, how I used to look, my craziness, my weirdness, my uniqueness, whatever you want to call it, my anxiety, my depression or whatever else I may experience in this journey of life! They are all part of my story and they are all part of what makes me me!
You convinced me that I wasn’t lean enough when I was, you convinced me I was fat so I started dieting, binging, hating and body shaming. You and I, we weren’t satisfied.
We convinced me that controlling, obsessing and creating numerous stories were the way to live my life, you helped me obsess over things that were out of my control.
Look heres the deal, I refuse to ever hurt my body again, whether it be starve it, over exercise, speak rudely or be judgmental. I refuse to hide my beautiful thighs that touch one another and I will wear what I want when I want.
I don’t want to be who you want me to be, Ive tried that, and guess what it didn’t work! Your path caused me to feel anxious, have eating disorders, negative self talk, sabotage and all things in between... I have chosen a new path, and I am holding the map and Im calling the shots. Im trusting my inner guidance, the universe and my journey here to show up as me so that I give permission for others to do the same! I am on the path of pure love, joy, happiness, compassion, empathy and excitement! Join me or beat it!
I am so totally, completely not sorry.♀️