Something that hit me today, to the core of my soul. I was just chit chatting with my family, friends and suddenly I could not help myself but just speak what I felt from the bottom of my heart. Listen very carefully, this is what I explained to them.
I asked them, "Am studying now, right?".
So after this, I am just going to go out, work and make some more money followed by all other factors of life and achieve something BIG in life and then finally "DIE". What life is it?
Is it really a life? Or we living in an illusion? And maybe what is really a truth, might be beyond our perception. They all kept listening to me as they were not having any answers and I also felt that, they are searching for the same thing as I am doing.
Then I went to my room as daily, as I need some alone time just to recollect myself because I'm an empath. Then I recalled my childhood, where I accidentally asked my grandmother, "Are we real?" and her answer was "yes". Then the thoughts went deeper, and then I realized that "Anger, Jealousy, Arguments, Sin, Regret, Humiliation, Goodness, Success, and even happiness, means nothing, NOTHING AT ALL". And now by sitting on a comfy bed, I am writing down as I can't help but just spit it out.
Just describing everyone's life in three words, "Born(B)-Action(A)-Die(D)". OMG, that's coincident! Those three words turn out acronymically as "BAD".
I don't know if life is really BAD. And I also don't know if life is really a LIFE indeed?
I also don't know if beyond death, there exist life.
I also don't know if life exists inside of us.
I don't know anything but nothing. I also don't know who we really are?
I can't do anything but just hope that I find the truth someday. Actually, I feel that we all must know the truth someday or other, as being a part of this so-called universe.