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No han sido las mejores semanas ๐Ÿ˜ถ
โ˜€๏ธ๐ŸŒค๏ธ๏ธ๐ŸŒฆ๏ธ๏ธโ˜๏ธ๐ŸŒง๏ธ๏ธโ›ˆ๏ธ
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#edcomunity #edsoldier #edsurvivor #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily #ansiedad


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Almuerzo ๐Ÿ†˜
No sabes que hacer con las verduras que te quedan?๐Ÿค” Pues esta es una excelente opcion! ๐Ÿ˜ Un budin!!! ๐Ÿฒ
Este lleva de todo un poquito!
๐Ÿ‘‰Pasta๐ŸŒพ, col, acelga๐ŸŒฑ, espinaca๐ŸŒฟ, jamon de pavo๐Ÿฅ“, queso mantecoso๐Ÿง€, pimiento morron, perejil, huevos๐Ÿฅš, aliรฑos
๐Ÿ‘‰Acompaรฑado de unos filetitos de pollo apanados๐Ÿ—
Este fue un almuerzo sin desperdicios! Todo sirve! Y no hay excusa para no comer rico y sano ๐Ÿ˜Š
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Saliendo de una semana de examenes medicos y pinchazos๐Ÿ˜Œ ...
#protein #carbos #lunch #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #natural #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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So Iโ€™m going to Spain today for a week I probably wonโ€™t be active until I come back


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Iโ€™m gonna do a update
So today I went to the clinic and my weight was up but physically I wasnโ€™t doing well so I had a ESG scan I havenโ€™t got the results yet but hopefully there okay.My body image is also still really bad oof


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Foto de resguardo! De la segunda vez que hice onigiri ๐Ÿ™pero esa vez relleno de carne๐Ÿ˜‹
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Quede taan cansadita desde ayer๐Ÿ˜…muchas personas comprando como locas jaja๐Ÿคฃ
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Feliz dia sabado linduras๐Ÿ˜˜creo que hare algo dulcesito hoy๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿฌ
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#cocinajaponesa #anime #lunch #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #natural #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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Iโ€™m trying to not be having fortisips anymore and to have real food instead today I had an ice pop thing instead of a fortisip, so at the clinic today my weight went up and Iโ€™m not gonna lie I didnโ€™t like it at all Iโ€™ve had horrible body image all week but if I loose in the next two weeks I might not be able to go to Spain for a holiday


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Otro platito de verduras calientito๐Ÿ˜‹
๐Ÿ‘‰ Caldito de carneโž•fideos de poroto verdeโž•brocoliโž•coliflorโž•colโž•algas noriโž•espinacaโž•acelga๐Ÿœ
De todo un poquito๐Ÿ˜
(La carne no me la comi๐Ÿ˜…)
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Con muuucho sueรฑo๐Ÿ˜ด y frio๐Ÿ˜• pero con animos๐Ÿ˜›
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#lunch #veggie #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #natural #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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Miren lo que me trajo mi papa๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿซ#torras
Tiene un 56% de cacao y nibs de #cacao๐Ÿ˜ me gusto mucho el sabor sobretodo por los nibs๐Ÿ˜‹
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Si bien ayer no fue uno de los mejores dias y mis planes no resultaron como queria igualmente tuve un ratito de distraccion y hoy ya los aires estan mas tranquilos por aca ๐Ÿ˜Š
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Cansadita del largo dia en la uni pero viva jaja๐Ÿ˜…
En un ratito mas a tratar de continuar con la tesis๐Ÿ˜Œ
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#chocolatheaven #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #antiox #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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Honestly today has been shitty but I had really strong urges to exercise and I didnโ€™t sorry for being inactive I honestly just have nothing to post


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๐ŸŽAqui les dejo una foto del alga nori que utilice para mi onigiri๐Ÿ™๐Ÿค—
Esta alga la puedes encontrar en supermercados o en tiendas chinas๐ŸŽŽen la parte de comestibles. Es la misma que se usa para el sushi๐Ÿฃ
(*Personas con problemas de tiroides evitar usarla)
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โ˜”๏ธDia de lluvia por aca ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Igualmente hay que viajar para avanzar en tesis๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ˜† y a clases! Otro dia largo๐Ÿ˜…
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Ayer no fue un maaal dia๐Ÿ™„ pero me sentia un tantito mal a nivel fisico... Talvez por ello cuando llegue en la noche me esperaba una hermosa dosis๐Ÿ’‰๐Ÿ˜… de la indeseable๐Ÿ˜† jaja
No puedo esperar mas para poder realizarme los examenes๐Ÿ˜“ya quiero saber que pasa!๐Ÿ˜ Aguantar 2 meses mas aprox๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜‘
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#protein #nori #cocinajaponesa #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #antiox #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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Does this happen to anyone else or does your eating disorder things keep coming up in your dream like say if I was dreaming and there was an food my first thought in the dream would be an excuse not to eat it and sometimes on the dream I actually eat the food (itโ€™s normally a fear food) and feel terrible after (in the dream)


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Otro sueรฑo desbloqueado! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™
Desde pequeรฑa soรฑe con comer un onigiri, tambien conocido como bola de arroz japonesa. Siempre las veia en las series animadas japonesas๐Ÿฑ y pensaba en como serian en sabor๐Ÿค” Ahora sรฉ que estas pueden ser saladas o dulcesโ˜บ๏ธ
๐Ÿ‘‰Estos son onigiris salados๐Ÿ˜ rellenos de camaron๐Ÿค y kanikama๐Ÿฅ acompaรฑados de salsa de soja y algas nori tostadas๐Ÿค— topping de sesamo natural
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Dia cansador pero alegre๐Ÿ˜„
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#cocinajaponesa #onigiri #lunch #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #natural #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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Era imperdonable no hacer una ricas #sopaipillas para este fin de semana tan frio! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ Asi tambien me olvido del estres un poquito๐Ÿ˜
๐Ÿ‘‰Estas tienen muuuucho zapallo y son dulces๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿฌ si! Leiste bien! Son con un toque dulzon ๐Ÿ˜† par variar un poco la receta๐Ÿ˜‰
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Espero que tengan un super dia domingo! Yo tengo muchas cosas hogareรฑas que hacer ๐Ÿ˜… asique ni modo๐Ÿคท descansen por mi! ๐Ÿ˜˜
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#carbos #lunch #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #natural #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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El finde compre este choclatin๐Ÿซ #hersheys edicion especial del tipo amargo. Si bien no es malo, no es de mis favoritos๐Ÿค”ya que siento como si tuviera mas materia grasa que cacao๐Ÿ˜
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Estos dias han sido cansadores, mas que nada a nivel mental๐Ÿ˜Œ pero igual han sido buenos dias๐Ÿ˜Š
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#chocolatheaven #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #antiox #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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๐Ÿ˜ฎMe encanta recordar ese dia... Donde me senti tan bien que pude compartir un almuerzo normal con mis papas๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ง y despues un heladito๐Ÿฆdespues de tanto tiempo!๐Ÿ˜ข
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Hoy ha sido un dia bueno, aunque aveces me baja el malestar๐Ÿ˜ง aun asi no me ha sobrepasado hasta el momentl๐Ÿ’ช
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#protein #lunch #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #natural #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #antiox #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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Iโ€™m having this for dinner and idk whatโ€™s in it so itโ€™s kinda scary, so today I went to camhs I was weighed and I gained 800 grams if Iโ€™m being honest I was really annoyed and upset that gained and that I gained that much it kinda ruined my day, later on in school I normally walk around the school but today my friends were all sitting down and my ed was so pissed that I didnโ€™t get that much exercise then and that made me feel even worse ,JSHSJS THEN MY ANNOYING ASS PE TEACHER WAS ASKING A STUDENT IF THEY HAD SUGER AND SHE SAID TO THEM CAFFINE IS BAD IT BREAKS DOWN INTO SUGER THEN CARBS AND HE WAS LIKE BUT CARBS ARE GOOD FOR YOU I HATE MY TESCHER SO MUCH


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๐ŸฐEstos pequeรฑos los hice el fin de semana cuando habia un poco mas de tiempo jiji๐Ÿ˜Š son de manzana๐ŸŽ y azucar rubia๐Ÿ˜„
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Voy a ver si estos dias preparo un brazo de reina para la familia๐Ÿด ademas tengo unos planes en mente que luego les contare๐Ÿค si es que todo sale como espero๐Ÿ˜ solo deseenme suerte!๐Ÿ˜œ๐Ÿ€
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Feliz miercoles para tod@s!
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#dulce #carbos #teatime #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #natural #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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I had this for dinner like a week ago and forgot to post it but Iโ€™m posting it now cause I got nothing to post (I didnโ€™t eat all the stuff in the photo it was made to be shared)
So I have exams in a few days and I missed months of school bc of my eating disorder so Iโ€™m probably gonna do really bad in these tests dhjdjjds, and I have a maths trip that involves loads of exercise and I have a weigh in the next day I was down weight last week and Iโ€™m gonna be in shit if Iโ€™m down again , my body image has been pretty bad lately and Iโ€™m not looking forward to having to wear swimsuits to beaches and pools in summer I donโ€™t think I can even wear shorts this summer cause I hate my legs Iโ€™m just gonna hide them in mom jeans idk why but I donโ€™t mind crop tops that much cause I wear them with high waisted stuff I just hate wearing shorts


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Como ahora estoy incorporando #carbohidratos ๐Ÿ™„ estoy obligada a consumir papas๐Ÿฅ”, arroz๐Ÿš y pastas๐Ÿ, pero quien dijo que no tenia opciones? Jaja. Encontre fideos finitos de arveja y poroto๐Ÿ˜ ya habia probado antes los de arroz y estos son igual de ricos๐Ÿ˜€los recomiendo! Los puedes encontrar en supermercados #jumbo ๐Ÿ˜ que por cierto es mi super favorito porque encuentras de todo! ๐Ÿ˜‰
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Despues de 3 dias mal ๐Ÿคขy 1 dia con dolores ๐Ÿ˜–hoy ya me siento un tantito mejor๐Ÿ˜ƒ asique ojala hoy sea un buen martes๐Ÿ˜Š
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#carbos #pasta #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #antiox #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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Dicen que los sueรฑos de a poco se cumplen๐Ÿ˜Šy hoy es una dia especial para mi๐Ÿ˜„pues prepare mi primer #ratatoullie ๐Ÿด ๐Ÿ‘‰Este lo hice con berenjena, zuchinni y zanahoria, con una salsa natural
๐Ÿ‘‰La salsa es de tomate, pimiento rojo, espinaca, cilantro, ajo, cebolla, oregano fresco organico, aceite de oliva y sal de costa
๐Ÿ‘‰Las albondiguitas son de carne de pavo rellenas de queso gauda y apanaditas selladas en sarten y luego todo al horno en modo asador, gratinado con queso parmesano y oregano deshidratado๐Ÿ˜ƒ
Salia un aroma! ๐Ÿคค
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Feliz dia sandwich! ๐Ÿฅ™ ๐Ÿ˜†
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#protein #lunch #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #natural #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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Fotito de resguardo๐Ÿ˜… de un salmoncito que hice para mi papa, con cebollita, arvejas y apio๐Ÿ˜ƒ todo al horno๐Ÿ˜
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3er dia de malestar...๐Ÿคข
Estoy comenzando a anotar las fechas en que me siento mal๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ“…๐Ÿ™„talvez asi encuentro alguna semejanza y comienzo a darme cuenta con antelacion de mis bajones... Hasta ahora concuerdan mis dolores de cabeza fuertisimos๐Ÿ˜ซ
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#protein #lunch #instachile #chilegram #healthylifestyle #natural #healthykitchen #beautifulcuisines #antiox #foodshare #foodblog #foodblogger #foodpower #fitpower #fitfood #motivation #foodoftheday #positivevibes #healthyweight #edsoldier #edcomunity #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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Bye thottie


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#trowback ๐Ÿ”™
La primera noche que pase en el hotel durante nuestro viaje a bs.as no podia dormir... Me sentia muy incomoda a nivel de salud๐Ÿคข y me puse a ver tele. Para mi sorpresa, en cartoon network, estaban dando algunos capitulos de los monitos que veia cuando era peque๐Ÿ‘ง, tal fue mi felicidad que hasta le saque esta foto๐Ÿ˜Š
No les ha pasado que un simple paisaje o incluso aroma les recuerda su niรฑez? Pues para mi esa sensacion es una de las mas maravillosas de la vida... Es como cuando tienes un sueรฑo del cual no quieres despertar๐ŸŒš๐ŸŒ 
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Aunque entre ayer y hoy no han sido los mejores dias igual sรฉ que el malestar pronto se ira๐Ÿ˜„
Sin mentir igual me dan ganas de llorar y llorar๐Ÿ˜… pero creo que con un ratito por lo menos el alma descansa๐Ÿ˜Šy luego ya debes volver a la normalidad๐Ÿ’ชes leyโœ‹
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Feliz comienzo de fin de semana! ๐Ÿต๏ธ๏ธ
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#motivation #strongnotskinny #edcomunity #positivevibes #edsoldier #caricaturas #cartoon #cartoonnetwork #healthyweight #sharethelove #followforfollows #follow4follow #edrecovery #edfighter #edfamily


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SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK your eating disorder is valid eds like ednos and others too usually go unrecognized and donโ€™t get treated which is bullshit, every person, every weight , every eating disorder deserves treatment and to feel valid


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Donโ€™t let clothing sizes effect you you could be a certain size in one shop and a bigger in another itโ€™s just the way certain clothes are make donโ€™t let it get to you because I used to a lot and tbh I still kind of do


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I had this smoothie tonight even though I felt very guilty for the dinner i had, donโ€™t let your eating disorder stop you because of guilt


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Something that kind of annoys me (even though it shouldnโ€™t) is when people think Iโ€™m better and completely recovered when I get out of hospital even though Iโ€™m not, the hospital I was in wasnโ€™t helpful tbh the majority of the staff barley knew anything about eating disorders one even told me I was getting big, the eating disorder team didnโ€™t even know THERE WAS A FUCKING EATING DISORDER CINIC IN THE CITY AND THEY PRETEND THEY KNOW EVERYTHING they told me things that werenโ€™t true as well, the staff forgot loads of snacks and left the room for like 10 minutes during meals even though I was supposed to be supervised all day and night and thatโ€™s when I poured things down the sink and threw stuff in the bin and when I told the ed team they said I should ask the nurse for my snack but Iโ€™m literally in hospital for anorexia Iโ€™ll take any chance I can to not eat would they really expect me to ask for food when I wasnโ€™t in a state of mind for that at all, sorry for that rant I probably seem annoying but that hospital didnโ€™t know what they were doing


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Eating is not a sign of weakness


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Afternoon snackk


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A weird symptom I got when I was restricting was purple hands and feet (they have been even more purple than this)whenever I restrict my hands go purple straight away and one day after I started recovery my hands werenโ€™t purple anymore, has/does anyone else get this too?


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I had this went I went to the movies today I was to scared to eat somthing


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Food is fuelโฃ๏ธ


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Does it trigger anyone else when they see before and after pictures, a lot of the time it makes me feel like I wasnโ€™t sick enough even though I was around the same weight as some of these people they still look way thinner than I did, also but when they have an ng tube in the picture it makes me feel like I need to relapse and get sicker which is really fucked up for me to think but thatโ€™s what eating disorders do to you they make you feel like you need to keep getting sicker and your never sick enough until youโ€™re dead, Iโ€™ve been inpatient yet never had an ng tube and idk it makes me feel like my eating disorder wasnโ€™t that bad


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โฃ๏ธโฃ๏ธ


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Idek what this is called my mom cooked it
Today was boring I literally did nothing I hate those kind of days


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Eu preciso que saiba
Eu nรฃo atravesso a noite
Alguns dias eu continuo a lutar pra andar na luz
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Eu nรฃo sei quando foi a primeira vez que me senti feia
O dia que escolhi nรฃo comer
O que eu sei รฉ que mudei a minha vida para sempre
Eu sei que eu devia saber o melhor
Hรก dias em que estou bem
E por um momento
Por um momento eu encontro esperanรงa
Mas hรก dias que nรฃo estou bem
E preciso da sua ajuda

#anorexia #transtornoalimentar #eatingdesorder #ED #TA #edcomunity


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Speechless. No justice, even by video. Soul Stealer, Soul Breacher, Dragon's Fire, Death Dealer, Hell Flame. ๐Ÿค˜๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿค˜#scorpionsix #mektig #knives #knifeporn #knifecommunity #knivesofig #knifelife #edc #edcomunity #edcporn #brothersoftheflipper #botf #flipperknife #flipperfriday #flipper4life #bkbar


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3 CONCEPTS THAT MADE ME ATTAIN FOOD FREEDOM:
-knowing that the food I put in my body is free from cruelty and murder
-knowing that the food I put in my body nourishes and heals me
- knowing that the food I put in my body wont hurt me, BUT LOVE ME.
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#EDrecovery #edcomunity #edwarrior #vegan #bopowarrior #foodfreedom


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I found this photo on Instagram and now I'm a little bit sad and shocked.. I was thinking about my eating habits, my meals and I realised that I forced myself to eat in a healthy and normal way, but my monster is still there. He's always with me sitting on my back, on my table. Everywhere.
Every time I buy something, he screams things like "I want to know how many calories has this food! I want to know how many protein, carbohydrates and fats does this have! I don't want you to be fat!" And I'm scared, and I always find myself checking what my monster tells me.
Days before I was about to eat a Cesar salad and my monster noticed the white bread inside my salad. He told me to take out the bread because it's bad for me, so I was eating my salad taking out the bread pieces. I'm trying to destroy this little monster but it's hard.. I have so many fear foods and if eat one of them, my monster screams that I failed. I will be fat.
Deep inside I know that this monster lies to me, I won't be fat if I eat once a month a slice of pizza or bread or whatever.. but my monster is always with me and he keeps trying to destroy me. But I won't give up so easily.
#eating #disorder #binge #bingeeating #fight #demon #monster #monsterinsideme #sad #fighter #warrior #ed #edcomunity #edwarriors #edfighters #like4like #follow4follow #likeforlike #followforfollow


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Coffee and Balisong is a good match #balisongunderground #knivesofinstagram #edcomunity #balisong #knives


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Hello guys! Hope you have a good Sunday! โค๏ธโค๏ธ My afternoon snack was few pieces of these Millionaire's mini bites from M&S !! ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ and omg It was so yummy !! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ฑ
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#snack #recovering #recoveringgirl #eatit #foodporn #yummyfood #anorexiarecovery #ana #anorexia #recoverforboobs #recover #recoveryfood #minibites #marksandspencer #foodie #edfamily #edcomunity #recovery #prorecovery #wecandoit #millionaire #fuckana #afternoonsnack


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Mushrooms spaghetti! ๐Ÿ
I'm not really in a good mood today - I've been not in a good mood for days, actually - and this is a thing that influences my feelings about food.
Life sucks, like all the rest.
I wasn't hungry today and I didn't want to eat, but I remembered that I'm trying to beat all this shit. So, I did it. K ate my meal.
Unfortunately I haven't anything positive to say this day.
Have a good day you all! ๐Ÿ
#lunch #pasta #spaghetti #mushrooms #food #meal #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edfamily #edcomunity #edrecovery #recovery #realcovery #edwarrior #inspiration #wecandothis #bees #edfighter #edsoldier #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryispossible #recoverywin #instafood


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Pasta with tomatos, onion and basil. ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ˜‹
This has been a good week.
I can't exactly explain why, maybe it's just a moment, or maybe I finally get to the point where I can eat and enjoy meals without thinking about calories and whatever! I've discovered that I like to cook - unbelievable! - and I love to try always something new! For the first time after so long, I feel happy and comfortable with myself.
Hope you - the one who's reading this post - will feel like that everyday of your life. ๐Ÿ’›
Have a wonderful day, bees! ๐Ÿ
#lunch #pasta #tomatos #food #meal #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edfamily #edcomunity #edrecovery #recovery #realcovery #edwarrior #inspiration #wecandothis #bees #edfighter #edsoldier #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryispossible #recoverywin #omelette


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I woke up today and I just wanted to cook! And it's pretty unbelievable since we're talking about me! ๐Ÿ˜‚ I was so impatient to try this recipe and prove to myself that I was capable to do it! Well, I did it! ๐Ÿ˜ And my potato omelette was delicious! ๐Ÿ˜‹ Have a great day, bees! ๐Ÿ’›
#lunch #food #meal #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edfamily #edcomunity #edrecovery #recovery #realcovery #edwarrior #inspiration #wecandothis #bees #edfighter #edsoldier #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryispossible #recoverywin #omelette


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Snacking earlier on a meringue and 5 raspberries ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผpretty low key day tbh did some shopping for mum this morning and walking to the library then to pick up more prescriptions this afternoon ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผhoping the weather stays good โ˜€๏ธhope everyone's having a fab day ๐Ÿ’•#edcomunity #edrecovery #edfighter #edfam #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorerexianervosarecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoveryisworthit #snack


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Piece of bacon chopped into a bit of brown rice ๐Ÿš simple but yummy ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผlots of distractions needed tonight as I'm not feeling my best but then again I've felt worse so focus on that instead ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜‚hope everybody's had a fab Easter and enjoyed lots of delicious chocolate because you all deserve it ๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ’–#edcomunity #edrecovery #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #easter #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorerexianervosarecovery #recover #recovery #recoverforlife #recoverywarrior #recoveryisworthit #nourishnotpunish #strongnotskinny #rice


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Seriously @grazedotcom snacks just make me so happy ๐Ÿ˜‹morning snack was this lil square before going food shopping with Dad ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผfeeling anxious and iffy for all manner of stupid reasons but trying to focus on the little good things instead of letting myself brood and dwell on the negatives ๐Ÿ˜ฌhope everyone's Easter weekend is off to a good start ๐Ÿ’•#edrecovery #edcomunity #edfam #edfighter #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorerexianervosarecovery #recover #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #snack #graze


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I love breakfast, it's one of my favourite moment! ๐Ÿ˜ Sometimes I wish I could do that instead of lunch or dinner. Today is a positive day, I'm feeling pretty good and I can't wait to do my cardio workout this afternoon! ๐Ÿ’ช I love to run. Food isn't the enemy. Food is fuel, energy, and it allows me to work properly. ๐Ÿ™

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Eggs, salad, tomatos and potatos today. This is my yummy lunch! ๐Ÿณ๐Ÿฅ— I got cardio in the morning and I'm so tired. Physically and mentally tired. I'm tired and angry. I'm angry with people in general. They call me when they need me, then suddenly forget about me. If I have issues it's their fault too. It's their fault If I have those insecurities and I don't trust myself. And it's my fault too, because I've let them made me feel like I had no value. Like I was nothing.
I hate to have an issue. I hate to BE the issue.
I just want to this have an end and be finally free.

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One banana, one half of an apple, almonds and oatmeal. ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿฅ› And here we are, as always a super yummy smoothie before my workout! I can't wait to do it, I need it for real. It's hard today and after lunch my vibe wasn't that good, but I feel better now. Working on my thesis helps me to drive away bad thoughts about food and everything. And thanks to my bff, she's always check me out and makes herself sure I'm eating properly!
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Well, I'm not strong today. "Rice makes me fat", this is what I keep thinking. I still hate eating carbohydrates, especially during the week. I just didn't want to eat today, because I'm feeling fat, and pretty sad about that. I thought that I can no eat and workout a lot, I know that it would make me thinner in a briefer time, but it will also destroy me again, and I can't do this to myself. So, I've ate everything you're seeing in this photo. But I'm still feeling sad and not strong at all. I hope tomorrow will be better.

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Morning snack of these little @grazedotcom goodies๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผcan't really go wrong with cinnamon sticks and speculoos cookie dip ๐Ÿ™ˆpopping into town later- trying to keep busy and not stress or ruminate too much ๐Ÿ˜ฌhave a lovely day ๐Ÿ’•#edrecovery #edcomunity #edfam #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorerexianervosarecovery #anarecovery #recover #recovery #recoverforlife #recoveryisworthit #recovery #graze


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Carrot cake hot cross bun from M&S tonight ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผloving these tbh definitely need to get back to markies ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผtoday's been pretty low key peaceful weirdly enough and managed to get on with both parents really well so feeling a bit tentatively better? Hopefully things will slowly be on the up once I confirm I don't have to go into hospital this week ๐Ÿ˜ฌhope everybody's had a lovely day and enjoyed the sunshine โ˜€๏ธ don't want colder weather to come back โ˜น๏ธ#edrecovery #edcomunity #edfam #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorerexianervosarecovery #recover #recoveryisworthit #recovery #recoverforlife #snack #hotcrossbuns


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Noodles in the sun for lunch today ๐Ÿœfeeling a bit better atm- been for a walk with Mum and we were getting on properly for the first time in a long while and it was so nice to just relax and chat about things other than food like we used to ๐Ÿ˜ŒI definitely don't want to accept the bed this week so hopefully my care coordinator will actually get in touch tomorrow ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผone everyone's enjoying this lovely weather today โ˜€๏ธnever stop fighting ๐Ÿ’–#edrecovery #edcomunity #edfighter #edwarrior #edfam #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorerexianervosarecovery #recover #recovery #recoverforlife #recoveryisworthit #lunch #noodles


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Having a cute rabbit crumpet for my evening snack today ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผthings have been better but they've been worse as well ๐Ÿ˜•hope everybody's had a good day ๐Ÿ’•#edrecovery #edcomunity #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorerexianervosarecovery #recover #recovery #recoverforlife #recoveryisworthit #crumpet #snack


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Trying a chocolate chip brioche for morning snack today ๐Ÿ˜•so I haven't heard from my care coordinator since I asked for a couple more weeks before I have to accept an admission and expected to get a call back yesterday so I was very anxious all day for no conclusion ๐Ÿ™„but I went out for a party at the karate club I trained at and it was so good to hang out with friends and try and not think about all the other crapiness going on right now ๐Ÿ˜žbut it'll be Monday the earliest I hear now but I think I d decided to at least delay going in ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผbasically on last chance saloon now though ๐Ÿ˜ฌso muddling on- hope everyone's doing good ๐Ÿ’•#edrecovery #edcomunity #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorerexianervosarecovery #recover #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #snack


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I'm super happy today! I've passed my last test! I only have to write my thesis now! ๐Ÿ˜
What about my lunch? It - carefully suggest by my bff - didn't convince me in the first place. Eggs AND potatos? A little too much to me. I actually always think that I eat more than I should. But when I finished my lunch I was so satisfied about it! Omelette was good and - unexpectedly, because of my scarce cooking skills - well cooked! ๐Ÿ˜‚
It's hard. Eating without thinking about what and how much you're eating is freaking hard. Expecially breakfast, it really is the hardest part to me. But I can do it. I will do it.

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TW can anybody offer advice please I don't know what to do anymore I got a call off the ed team saying a bed had become available sooner than expected and I can go in on Tuesday but I'm starting on sertraline tomorrow and was hoping for a couple weeks to see if it made any difference and helped any but now I'm worried I'll be delaying going in even longer if I say no this time ๐Ÿ˜–would it be better to just wait and see if things pick up at home because I still have my family's support here and I really don't want to admit that hospital is the next step ๐Ÿ˜”I'm just so scared and worried and literally don't know what to do anymore ๐Ÿ˜ฌI'm sorry ๐Ÿ˜ž#edrecovery #edcomunity #edfighter #edfam #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorerexianervosarecovery #recovery #recoverywarrior #recoveryisworthit


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Here's a pic of me and my brother as Things (mum and dad were 1 and 2๐Ÿ˜‰)tagged by @recovering_lizzy67 20 facts- I'll try not to be too boring
1. I'm British and have never moved house
2. Disney world is my absolute happy place and intend to make my 9th trip when I'm recovered
3. I love travelling- furthest I've been is Australia and only have South America left then I've done all the continents
4. My family means the world to me (think matching t shirts on holiday๐Ÿ™ˆ)
5. My brother is seven years younger than me but we get on so well
6. I'm a Sagittarius and like to think that's why I love archery and now have a full set I got for Christmas
7. I'm a huge Harry Potter geek- the wizarding world makes me want to cry and Hermione has forever been my role model
8. I've always been active and started horse riding at 8 and really want to get back to it when I'm able
9. I've also trained in martial arts for 5 years till I couldn't keep going
10. I have no idea what I want to do in life but have gone from a lolly pop lady to a fairy to a vet to a dolphin trainer to an FBI agent
11. I want to live in New York for a year
12. I'm such an animal lover and have a cat and hamster but have had guinea pigs, rabbits and horses
13. I'm terrified of spiders and going underground
14. Until I suspended as I was in such a bad place I was studying maths at Liverpool University
15. Christmas is the best time of year
16. I've always wanted blue eyes
17. If I could speak any language I'd choose Italian
18. My fave drink ever is a Piรฑa Colada (recover for the alcohol)
19. My childhood film was Beauty and the Beast (I think I love Belle cos she reads so much)
20. My fave kind of food is Indian and I'll get back to those nights of heavy takeouts ๐Ÿ˜‰

Apologies for being so boring ๐Ÿ˜‚I'm impressed if you got to the end ๐Ÿ™ˆ


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So I had my nightsnack all planned tonight but really just fancied some cereal tbh ๐Ÿ˜ฌand we either have cookie crisp or Aldi's own version of special k which honestly takes like cardboard and let's be real cookie crisp is amazing ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผso I've adapted and had a bowl of these wonderful lil cookies (with milk) ๐Ÿชstill not feeling good after my rather crappy appointment and the decisions made today but I've had my breakdowns and am determined not to have anymore today ๐Ÿ™„hope everybody's doing good this evening and never stop fighting ๐Ÿ’–#edrecovery #edcomunity #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoverforlife #recoverywarrior #recoveryisworthit #cereal


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Trying this for snack today ๐Ÿ™Šhad a doctors review today which didn't go well I lost again and basically ended in me being recommended sertraline and being put on the waiting list for a bed on the ed unit ๐Ÿ˜”don't even know what to think anymore maybe if I can get on the right track in hospital I could start really getting better ๐Ÿ˜ชI'm so damn stuck at home and my mentality has only gotten worse recently ๐Ÿ˜ฌjust feel low and worn out now but nothing I can do right now I guess ๐Ÿ˜•#edrecovery #edcomunity #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoverforlife #recoverywarrior #recoveryisworthit


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This little red velvet cupcake was my snack this evening ๐Ÿ™ˆyes it's scary and challenging and I feel pretty damn awful but it was also yummy and sweet and something I've deprived myself of for far too long ๐Ÿ™„being a bit beaten up by my head and nasty voices now but I've given into those voices far too many times already today and in the past and whatever my head says this is not 'unnecessary' and 'overly indulgent' so shh ๐Ÿ˜ hope everybody's doing ok and having a nice evening ๐Ÿ’•#edrecovery #edcomunity #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoverywarrior #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #cake #snack #redvelvet


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