I thank you very deeply for the advices I got 🧡 having bipolar is something you are stuck with for the rest of your life. Learning to live with it took me a lot of time and it was living in a rollercoaster of emotions (and it still is..) I hated it, I felt ashamed, then I ignored it, then I was okey then I hated it again. Then I hated everyone’s else’s opinion. Especially the opinions about meds. So BEFORE you want to throw your self at your phone and write to me how bad medicine is, medicine fucks you up more then inhale/exhalestuff, “have you ever tried meditate”, have ever tried to listen to yourself, have you tried this and that and so on. Well, I wouldn’t be here today without medicine. I would be dead. I wouldn’t be able to LIVE.
Do you understand that? I speak from the bottom of my heart, I think that most of the people have good intentions but when it’s about the use of medicine that’s for me and many other people can actually be a question about life and death then I think that YOU need to stop yourself, and maybe questioning yourself. “Did the person asked for my opinion”, do I need to speak my opinion?” “Do I know anything about depressions/bipolar etc and then again back to the main thing “did this person asked for my opinion? So. Don’t you dare say that my life would be so much better off the meds because you know what? I want to LIVE. And I’m so tired that so many people use their good intentions without thinking about the consequence and with your “know it all attitude” you are hurting me. I think it’s ignorant, cruel and mean at the same time. Well, because it’s not like I haven’t been ashamed enough... 😒 and FYI besides my medicine I truly feel that yoga is the best medicine but when the dark days are coming no yoga would be able to drag me out of my bed. If you don’t know what bipolar disorder is, then google is your friend🙏🏼 and yas I can also answer questions ! Have a wonderful day 🧡🧡