I love sitting outside with her, soaking up the semi cooler temperatures that the Deep South bring us. Reflecting over our recent lives. 4 weeks ago tomorrow we got into a car accident, one that had Star not still been rearfacing would’ve likely broken her neck or killed her. Luckily, she was unharmed and I am dealing with permanent damage to the disks in my neck which causes pain in my upper back, neck and down my left arm. It sucks to be 22 and feel so broken between this and infertility. I’m so thankful that’s she’s laying here beside me, perfectly healthy. I’m so thankful to have access to google where I was able to learn that rearfacing AFTER 2 was safer. Our lives are chaos and turmoil currently. We just got our car back from the shop, we’re probably filing a lawsuit and it’s just all around crazy but we’re finding the little things in life that make us happy like laying on swings and enjoying the 70 degree weather.