I was there.
Everything because you didn't teach me how to say farewall.
It is worse than never being born, this that I felt when I saw you walking away. You didn't teach me how to say I am good, you didn't teach me how to say I am bad. You just left me to cry a river of my own blood, draining out from my vases until they reach my eyes; my throat tasted like flesh, too dried to keep hiccuping. Thirsty for life, starving for love, and you didn't teach me how to say I am sorry, or to fight back. You left a cold sensation in my stomach, of never having any value to anything and anyone; mainly to you. You never taught me how I should've behaved to purchase what I wanted, instead you taught me how to handle myself and not relying on anyone; you would be right, if you had taught me that just as much as you would've held my hand.
When darkness came; when the rain got me wet and cold, when the sun rose and I was happy to have gotten by another night alive.
I was there,
When you didn't teach me how to say farewall.
You never knew when I screamed out from the hole you had thrown me into. I climbed each failure on the walls of it, inside my mind; you left me a hole in my mind, and my lungs without air to breathe. My heart beating painfully, and spreading a dirty roach blood that was mine, for being your son and witnessing what I witnessed from you. My eyes failed and got blind of grief, by the moment you stepped your last foot away on the horizon and I couldn't see you no more.
On the trails, I hoped to die and lose faith. I remember
I was there
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