Today started out one of the Monday(est) of the Mondays! But I am determined to make my #declutterdecember18 goal for this year! I don’t want to take anything that weighs me down, physically, spiritually, mentally with me in 2019!
I am trying to purge like crazy, go as minimal as I can. We spend more time cleaning than anything else! Partly because the accumulation of crap, not having a space a dedicated space for things AND not sticking to routines. BUT... I am fixing my life with Gods direction and divine motivation. I am NOT the mess I used to be. It’s been a slow process but I am in this game to win it.
MOST of this years transformation was in my limited thinking. I had started to believe the lies of Satan that I wasn’t good at anything, that I couldn’t hold up my obligations, that I would always be a mess.
But in order to become who I have dreamed of I had to stop embracing the lies and start believing and saying I am the complete OPPOSITE. Even when it doesn’t look like it, even when I miss the mark.
Please know some people enjoyed you being in a state of “less than” even some closet to you. Because of how the feel about themselves.
So if you have gone through a period of growth, it’s not uncommon to ruffle feathers, loose some friends, not have cheerleaders, and even be attacked. It’s ALL good... don’t let anyone’s energy dim your light. You can’t compensate for their insecurities, or fear because of your growth.
Keep striving for better, you may have growing pains in your relationships with others as you set boundaries, and blossom to become who God wants you to be! But remember is all just an attack, it’s not the people your dealing with it’s the spirit that desires you to shrink, feel embarrassed, in bondage as you always had!
Keep being who your are, and follow Gods guidance. He will always press you for more...and may God continue too so I can really become his likeness and be open to share his wisdom to others.