She cannot sleep . It isn't really hard to figure out why .She keeps turning and tossing on the mattress whose springs now penetrate her causing pain . This time the penetration isn't forceful nor is it breaking a hymen . She closes her eyes . Pain flares between her legs .it reminds her of when she was thirteen ,which now seems a lifetime away .
Amma tells her Mahavari( periods /menstrual cycle ) is a significant of creation ,that she is a powerful being . Her yoni (vagina) bleeds every month until it's ready to create . Dadi tells her to hide what she has got . Talking about vaginas bleeding is a sin ,an abomination . Let's not talk about in positive and negative connotations . 'It's a curse to be a woman ' laxml from the red light area from kolkata tells her . She talks about how her aaji taught her that her body is a motel .It's a dumping ground for the sins of Man.
The powerful of her country proclaim "boys will be boys and girls will be sluts " .
Khaled hosseini talks about how a man's blaming finger always points towards a woman .
A NO isn't a word in a vocabulary ? The court displaying thongs and glaring questions .
Another year of pity and flames .
When will we understand that safety and consent aren't rights to be fought for ?
The rapist worshipping goddesses . Hands worshipping her are also sabotaging her .
Moving bus .iron rods . Gang rape. Men . Violation .
It's all her fault .the length of her hijab or her skirt doesn't matter . A 5 year old or a 75 year old .It's all the same .rape is always a womens name . Westernisation and education. It's all a disruption . You are solely responsible .
SHAME .SHAME .SHAME .
Dying flames of aggression and another victim under the suppression .
How many more nirbayas and Asifa does the country want ?
Maybe we can never be nirbhay .
The fear broods within us .All of us .It's flows within us . And we fight back when another one of this case emerges .
Times up now .
May be the goddess will now transcend or maybe the humanity should practice atheism because they are clearly worshipping the lust ,pleasure and egoes in the bodies of women they sabotage .
Until every woman proclaims #metoo.