What a funny & curious thing it is; the thoughts that creep into your mind randomly with a clear mind. Getting coffee this morning before my appointment and as I looked down at the change I had in return from the purchase, I recalled I used to hand him the coins from every purchase we made so he could examine them for special years & makes of silver. it became a second nature to do this and something so simple, a habit i acquired to just make him slightly happy, even if it was the tiniest thing, even if he didnt realize it was something that made him happy or he enjoyed, it was something he was interested in, so i always took the time to do the simple act of handing him silly coins just so he could look at them as if they were little treasures varying between price range. Examining them to see if they were worth more than the average coin while people typically passed them by. I'm kind of laughing in a good way at this habit along with all the other little things I'd paid attention to and did just to make him happy even though it was so simple. Random as fuck memory and honestly I'm not sure where it even came from. Clarity I suppose. 🤔 but it's still funny what you do and the habits you acquire and the simplest of acts you start adapting to, to make someone smile when you love them. Does this make sense? Nah. Probably not. Lol regardless, made me smile 😂 beautiful puzzle pieces of my life, it's a unsolvable jigsaw puzzle, but quite intresting to look back on in retrospect when I'm viewing the positive & not the negative.
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