/ 6:34 pm
#sotd : eastside - benny blanco
featuring ; Park Sora (model)
“he used to meet me on the eastside,
in the city where the sun don't set.“
“they always tell me i have no reason to be upset, i have no reason to be so negative. but they’re never willing to listen, they just don’t understand.
if i were to tell someone how upset i felt, the response is always the same ; ‘don’t be so negative, you have no reason to be.’ they think that just because my life is so “perfect” & i’m always smiling - that means i have no reason to have feelings?¿ that means i’m not allowed to be upset?¿
i just wish people would be willing to listen, willing to care, willing to try to understand.
but then again,
no one listens,
no one cares,
no one understands.
but how can they, when they’ve never been as upset before in their so-seemingly perfect lives?” - words that i’d never be able to tell someone because no one understands, words written by me personally.