I'm hungry and I need a wee but this is the most peacefully he's slept in 2 days and the first time he's slept on me in a long time so I'm soaking it all up. He was supposed to have his 12 month vaccinations tomorrow but we've had to delay them because he's poorly. I really hope he's better by Thursday - I joked this morning that I'd rather be at work because it's easier to deal with being ill sat at a desk than being ill and looking after a poorly baby but it will absolutely break my heart leaving him all day if he's still poorly. He still doesn't want to cuddle but he wants his mama nearby and I intend to stay as close as I can... until I can no longer hold my pee. We've been up since 3:45 and it's looking to be a long night, wish I could eat my body weight in chocolate.