I continuously pay attention to everything around me. I’m overly aware, and sensitive, to how other people are feeling.
Whether I mean to or not, I go out of my way to make sure everyone around me is okay, taken care of, smiling if only for a moment. I leave every situation knowing that I did all I could to be kind and loving so I can lay down at night with a peaceful heart.
I don’t do these things with expectation of receiving anything in return. Not even recognition. I do it because it’s who I am- how God made me.
I have to learn what my self worth actually is. It’s not within my job title, financial situation, social standing, number on a scale, etc. I don’t understand why that’s so hard for me.
I’m trying not to lose faith in humanity... In my generation. My heart has been ripped out, stomped on, and stepped over... and I just let it happen and keep on smiling. So, I guess what I’m saying is: this is me putting an end to the endless kindness and generosity that I give away all too freely.
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