I want the weird,you know.That goofy,that random.Where I can dress up in an old hoodie,my hair a mess and I'll still be comfortable,not because a certain person thinks I'm beautiful or society thinks I'm chill but due to the fact that I'm at peace with who I am and the fact that I can be me around people.To be able to talk about anything and dwell on the most random topics. Debate on conspiracies,'Do vampires exist? or 'Are we just an extraterrestrial experiment?'.Share aesthetics and dreams.Live and make plans that don't have to be so ideal.Hangout without the immense pressure that comes from trying to achieve the perfection that people seek.I don't want my memories to be well rehearsed plays nor need it be a Mozart,NO,I want them full of mistakes,surprise and abandon cause that's what proves I'm human.I want laughter filled with passion,tears filled with emotion,looks filled with raw want, actions filled with purpose,smiles filled with happiness and words of utmost honesty. I want to live,cause most of us only exist as mindless puppets trying to fulfill perfection that only renders us void.I want a life in all it's unfiltered spheres. I want to be filled with a euphoric essence that will accompany me to the life beyond. So that when I look back my life would seem like the ideal music video not because of its perfection but the imperfections and many twists and turns that make my story different from the rest. I don't want my canvas to resemble that of Leonardo nor do I want my script to be as that of Shakespeare. I want it as my own. My own art pattern, my own ideology, my own way of life and my own legacy.I don't want to be limited to the world's thinking, I want my own,cause nothing is as liberating as finding and being your own.Only a free and wild spirit knows what the world has to offer. Though conflicted,they view the world at it's best with raw feeling,curiosity, openness and emotion.