What does your face say❓
Is there a disconnect between how you’re actually feeling on the inside and what you’re presenting to the world❓
FOR REAL… resting B face for years 😑😒and years, hiding that AMPED little kid inside that just wanted to change the world, serve, play, and laugh. I know some of you are like WAIT what?! G is so serious ALL THE TIME and I get to show you that it’s NOT all work and no play.
When I was a little kid – you could find me in one of three places when there were no waves. 1. At the corner of Alta and Woodrow with the most bomb lemonade🍋 stand, pulling in racks with the biggest smile and a yellow heart on my cheek. 2. Performing on the streets of downtown Santa Cruz with my boom box 📻and tip box, belting Whitney and dancing to Britney for strangers in love. Fearlessly performing for the people of my hometown and 3. Pulling a little red wagon full of ice and sodas🥤, selling them for a buck to strangers along the Cliffs on the west side. I left an impression with every person because I wasn’t afraid to be present… to this day, people message me about remembering me as young person back home.
My pure innocence, joy, and warmth got lost somewhere along the way. Maybe it was the heartbreak, maybe it was abandonment trauma, maybe it was a total disconnect to self at times, maybe it was believing that I wasn’t enough because it was what kept showing up in my reality, maybe it was fear of being judged as being weak. Until now. My journey from head to heart and back up to my head through my crown and into the ether has restored this smile👑😁 I get to remember how to use this smile. Day in and day out. Doesn’t mean I won’t forget and that there won’t be tough days but I get THE CHOICE to choose LOVE Every. Single. Time.