I CARRY THE SUN IN MY EYES:
Feeling dejected and disdained, I lay on the bed,
I turn on the music to dim the voice inside my head.
I raise the volume to convince myself that whatever happened is a lie,
but the voice inside does not die, it just kills me more, pie by pie.
Why did this happen to me?
What was my fault?
Why did I fail?
Such questions kept ringing in my mind,
however, there wasn't any answer I could find.
I try to sleep wishing that I could just sleep forever,
feeling meaningless and dreary in this world so clever!
Then suddenly a voice so familiar hit my ears,
a voice so pure and a voice so strong that it overshadowed my tears.
It asks me stand up, even though I feel alone,
to fight, even I'm tired
to rise like halo even though I've fallen so hard
and to live though I wish to quit.
I look around and discover its not just me who has ever wanted to escape,
I decide to change and give my life a new shape.
With a new morning, I wake up with the Sun in my eyes,
my heart burning with fire and dreaming of skies.
For I only have this one life,
which I will explore slowly, mile by mile.
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