Some times life can harden you and creates negative spaces in your life. Over the last several years and maybe even most of my life I compiled a-lot of negative things. Fueled by exhaustion, confusion, insecurities masked as over confidence, jealousy, narrow perspectives, and an oversharing of myself in the most vulnerable ways. It grew insecurities that I never knew existed and a battle constantly within me guessing and 2nd guessing every move I make while trying to have grace and forgiveness in myself, and others.I strive to be the best person I can be.I am living and learning through a lot on a journey with a constant change of climates,mistakes and gratitude.It’s easy to at times be overwhelmed which has led to depression and feeling distracted and stuck and that at times its led me to look in the mirror at someone I dont recognize.To be honest all of those things are extremely hard to live with but I know deep down that does not have to define me and I accept that I can be a work in progress and that can be inspiring enough.
I am always striving for growth in wanting to be my best self.I am working towards focusing on who I was before my short comings, my failures and built up insecurities that have deeply rooted themselves in me. Its a daily battle it really is, I dont think Ill ever be the perfect person and hope I dont drive myself insane trying to be. Relationships though they haven’t always come easy they have always felt like a passion to me, although I know I have a lot to learn about them. As a stylist I love having the unique ability to meet people from all different backgrounds which often enriches, challenges, and humbles me. I cant say how grateful I am in life for all those who accept the best me, and the messy me with grace, love, compassion, and understanding, and I hope that in my relationships I give the same. 🤟🏻