So you thought I’d been slackin’ off - nope, just in training mode for a few things, so I’m tired and I’ve had my head down just trying to get it all done.
####. THIS is how I CHOOSE to deal with all that 2017 was - it’s my middle finger to ovarian cancer if you will. Sure, I could be angry at the world, shutdown, sit in a cold, dark corner, on the floor and down a bottle of liquor (ohhh, I’ve thought about it more than once), but all of those things mean cancer wins....and I’m not about to let something as irritatingly stupid as ovca win, not a chance. Instead, I push harder than I ever have, I’m doing things I probably never would have and I’m choosing to prove to myself and others that I may have had ovca (currently 10 months N.E.D.), but it most certainly never had me.
This is one of my cancer curing bikes - I’m using it to help prepare for two big things, one quickly approaching. My @onepeloton bike got me where I need to be for my rim2rim2rim that’s 10 days away , and once that’s completed it will help me haul my butt 100 miles for @pedalthecause on my other #cancercuringbike . It’s also allowed me to prove to myself that although I may gasp for air while riding, I can still do hard things, over and over again.
So spinning, hiking or cycling isn’t your thing, no biggie - simply choosing to live the best life you possibly can, despite everything life may throw in your way, is enough of an obscene gesture to whatever your “hard thing” may be...don’t let it win. YOU GOT THIS!! We were made to do hard things! (p.s. I still scream and cry on the bathroom floor, just like you...but I always wipe the tears away and pick myself up off the floor)
### cred goes to my little bit, Miss O! She snapped this after I PR’ed my #tabataworkout with @robinnyc (thank you for always pushing me!) tonight - if you think they’re not watching, they are, constantly!
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