Here is the smirk I give the devil for TRYING me!! He forgot I have a praying husband and friends. He forgot how endless my God's love for me is and forgot how I am daily loaded with God's benefits! Just in case he forgot....its STILL my winning season!!!
Lost my wedding ring, phone died, family acting funny, negative thoughts trying to penetrate my mind BUT I'm covered! Don't loose your fight yall! And if you too tired to fight, make sure you keep a squad around you that can get a prayer through and speak life into your situation. Yes, the strong need help too!! The fight just made me stronger and gave me clarity of vision. No L's I cant help but to win. .
Yup sadly. A lot of stuff coming up for me today but I accept the process, even if challenging. Im remembering things I wish I didn’t and feel some anger rising. I can’t help but to think about my ex’s gf. I sadly heard she was a woman with a history of previous trauma (his usual vulnerable target) and I worry sooooo much for her. I know she is a stranger but to me she is a fellow sister and I have empathy and compassion. I never want another woman to endure what I did. His ex wife and I got away and I’m so damn grateful we did (his ex wife is a beautiful soul). I guess I just hope his current gf will see the signs sooner than later and runs for her life. I listened to women’s stories of abuse and survival last night and it brought up a lot within me. I shared my story in hopes that they could see they can escape their abusers too. Women helping women, need more of that. #narccisistabuse#narccisistrecovery#igotaway#isurvived#speakingmytruth#speakingthetruth#gratefuligotaway#hardestlessons#itsthepast#imfree#imnotafraidofmonstersbecauseilovedone#imnotafraid#courage#survivor#isurvived
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN A VICTIM OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE? In life you have to put a STOP to anything that is causing you pain, you have to let go.
You have to make peace with your past to have a successful future
That's what I did in my Book #STOP
I poured my heart by writing letters to my abusers letting them know all the pain they have caused me.
It's my time to STOP and share my story with you.
Only God knows why I went through what I went through. Everytime I was knocked down I bounced right back up stood taller than ever before. #stop DON'T EVER THINK YOU ARE ALONE BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT. GRAB YOUR COPY NOW YOU CAN SHARE IT WITH SOMEONE YOU CAN BE HELPING SOMEONE. YOU CAN SAVE SOMEONES LIFE
FEEL MY PAIN READ MY STORY SEE HOW I WENT FROM BITTER AND BROKEN TO BEAUTIFUL AND BLESSED.
I believed in a piece of you that never existed. That piece of you only existed long enough to pull me in to your life of lies. None of the promises got held, all of your cheating and lies were found out. And i will never let you break me down for your entertainment again.
Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep.
Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Man he ran me for a fucking fool. I hope he is happy with himself, because i swear his mother spit him out her damn mouth. They both used the people who loved yhem until they either came close to death, or killed them.
I wont end up like his Father. His mother litereally ran him into the ground, then had the nerve to be sad, or act sad, about his death. Bitch - you killed him. I wont let your son kill me.