My very very big #eveningsnack bc I ate so less during the day..
Pear, apple, banana, mango, kiwi, smarties, duplo, nougategg, Rittersport coconut
My today's day was very confusing. At school I felt bad bc I wore black long clothes and we had about 25/27°C.. Also my whole body hurts after such a long time sitting on a wooden chair.. Then I went home and lost my purse (hopefully only 10€but my underground card for the whole school year..) then I had a little "fight" with my parents bc of this. But I decided to wear a shorts! My mom and dad looked at my legs of course but that is normal haha. I only was afraid that they see my self harming scars on my right thigh haha. I don't know why it was very difficult for me to eat more during the day so I had to eat so fucking much these evening.. But actually I want to gain, I hate it to sit and go always "on my bones"..
Atm I feel bad bc of all the sweets and my ed says that I should purge, but I WILL NOT!! I will go to bed soon bc tomorrow will a long but exciting day 🤭 I will tell