Allow me time introduce the term "Shit test". A Shit test allows a women to determine your level of masculinity and or sensitivity so thay she can be as feminine as possible. A few examples of shit test are: "Can you hold my purse" or "You never tell me how you feel". Blue pilled men desperately attempt to pass every shit test that's thrown at them which why they get disrespected by women and or their significant other. Alphas fail shit test consistently due to their lack of consideration which is why their tougher to crack (change). Red pilled men like myself are aware of these games which is why we avoid shit test at cost. The moment you feel a rush of emotion that's about to envelop your probably being shit tested and the best way to defuse the tension is to act as if you you heard absolutely nothing. Shit test also come from men but their much more clearer. Men shit test other men to see which one is the beta. Male shit test consist of body language that may come off as passive aggressive behavior but its a mans way of seeing if you have any bite behind that bark. Cucks, simps, sissy and other beta male providers attempt to pass their shit test but almost anyone can see through their facade. Sometimes i go along with shit test from women simply to figure out what her goal is but 9 times out 10 I'm as aloof as a cat in the middle of a thunderstorm. . -
Colour coordinated with my new cup (which I obvs had to buy because pink and glitter!!!!)♀️
Anyway so today has been a REALLY busy day for me! I’m absolutely exhausted and feeling really run down now because it and the stress It’s starting to hit me now that I’m actually going to be leaving my current placement that I’ve called home for the last 2 years and that’s a massive thing because I hate change, especially something as big as this, it makes me really anxious and stressed The flat that I will be living in was really nice though! There was a lounge with a kitchen attached, a bedroom and a bathroom and then as soon as you step out my front door the staff office is right there. It’s just all making me so stressed and anxious I’m hoping it will be okay though The building the flat is in is literally right in the middle of a town centre though which is another thing stressing me out because it’s really busy and stuff ugh. I really really really hope it’ll be okay, it’s just a lot to get my head round and a massive change!
Im totally real crying when im dreaming maybe thats why i cant sleep properly because he always show to my dream and to my around people i dont know if can trust them i dont this called #stress or #depressed
Ich weiß nicht genau wo das hier hingehen wird. Ich weiß nur das ich einen Platz für meine Gedanken brauche. Einen Platz wo ich nicht allein bin aber mich auch niemand kennt. Ich weiß noch nicht was genau ich hier hochladen werde Vielleicht Geschichten die ich schreibe, vielleicht Zeichnungen oder Fotos, vielleicht aber auch einfach nur Texte in denen ich versuche meine Gedanken zu ordnen.