The Gold and Venus Diaries on the 27th May as Venus leaves her Full with Saturn and the Sun trioctiles Pluto
Keenly felt, this past week has been one of deep flowing emotions as memories from the past have re-surfaced, as old scripts and patterns have surprisingly arisen and as you have had to face down the implications of the true values of those in your life. It has been their actions (and inactions) rather than their words that have hit home, after all the reality of someone’s truth is revealed in how they live as opposed to what beautiful lies they tell themselves. And it has hit your heart deeply and generated a cascading river free flowing from the windows of your soul.
Despite the grief, despite the reflections, despite the silence, despite the inactions, something feels different. Maybe it has something to do with the extensive reflection on and healing to the split in your heart between the masculine and feminine; perhaps it is the awareness that you have developed to free yourself from the legacy of abuse that has been carried within your blood line; perhaps it is because you are no longer willing to give away your power to another, no longer enslaved by impoverished values projected onto you and no longer content to prostitute yourself to make others feel comfortable. Or perhaps you have simply reached a stage where your eyes and heart have been opened to the stark reality of the seemingly inability of many to truly grow, heal, forgive, accept responsibility, to live multi-dimensionally and to free themselves from the deep legacies and prejudices of conditioning.
This past week has been one of both confrontation and illumination of your heart’s values and it has been raw. But rest easy, my friend and listen to that gently whispering voice that has been ever present throughout this emotional maelstrom – “rest easy. Let go those whose values no longer match you or whose inactions or snide comments no longer serve you. Let go the need to adhere to learned and external conditions that merely serve to disempower and negate your soul’s freedom. Let go the addiction to holding yourself back and the fear of being unlovable. Know that you are powerful be