I missed #selfieday because I'm rather ill and haven't felt like I could actually force anyone to look at the mess of me, haha. So, Snapchat to the rescue!
After the drama with the hospital on Monday, they managed to get me a new appointment NEXT WEEK! So I don't need to wait until October! I'm so relieved. I really do hope they have some answers or a solution for me - hell, even if I need to take more medication, I will, as long as it gets me better.
I might not always look ill, but some days the pressure in my face is so bad it causes my mental state to deteriorate in the worst ways. My main coping mechanism is sleeping, which then makes people think I'm lazy when really I'm just trying to survive a bad episode.
Chronic Sinusitis might not seem like a big thing but it really is, & I hate that sometimes I feel stupid for feeling so bad about it, but it's an illness that has controlled my life for over 2 years now; my entire life revolves around whether or not my face is too swollen, too tender, or if the pressure behind my nose/eye/cheek will even let me move.
I just pray to all the deities that something can finally be done.
A huge thank you to everyone who always check up on me & send me their love - it really does help