I'm hearing/reading a lot of 30ish year old women being in a state of #limbo....and quite possibly #despair.
I totally get it. I'm right there with you babe.
I'm starting to notice and dive into the awareness of what's driving these feelings so deep and far within us. It feels like we will never escape - never be our Self again.
You are right here and now babe. You are whole. You exist with full purpose and reason. Your #feelings will forever try and play tricks on you thanks to #perception. You are in control of everything inside you, effecting your outside world.
Perception is a cause, feeling is an effect.
Honor all that you are and all that you feel.
Understand where your feelings grow from. Nurture and tend to that, letting them shootout however which way they need to. Your #selflove and #awareness in time will create a kinder lense of perception.
Your feelings must be honored. Released.
Yell.scream.cry.run.break it all.say it frankly.be weak.be brave.fall apart.rise from the ashes.
Men and women will never grow without #honoring all that we are. Every part of us needs to be recognized and #activated. We fuck and drink to "heal" when really we need to maybe fucking roar and cry.
Mothers failed us, fathers left us, family betrayed us, friends tried to ruin us.
You stand tall regardless. SEE YOUR SELF STANDING. Honor everything that has and will make you You.
Be honest with your self and others. "Be Real" through and through.
Fuck what they think. We are all #shells of all that is #hidden, #suppressed, and not honored, anyways. Let them think about the Real Whole Authentic You. Fuck being in a #box. Scream your self out of it.
#Healing may look like a #beautiful #disaster and who the fuck cares because wholeness is better than an oppressed and suppressed life.