During the end of March - April this year there was a metamorphose in me . I watched and observed as my mind, body and soul began to transform, into the miraculous journey of motherhood. I watched and fell in love with every second, every moment, every emotion and feeling, each new symptom. We watched and my heart was overflowing with love. The unbreakable love between Aiden and I, had created life within me.
Early on during the pregnancy I noticed something purely magical. This pregnancy was different, completely unique and unlike my previous pregnancies with my angel babies. I could sense the energy of not just one tiny little baby embryo starting to develop inside me but two. Any woman who has been pregnant and then fallen pregnant with twins would know the pure individually beautiful and tottaly different experience of carrying twins.
It is not a myth that many woman "feel" or simply "know" that they are pregnant before seeing that perfect second line on a pregnancy test. It is also true that a woman can sense the presence of a second life, soul growing within her. Trust a mother's instincts because rarely they will be wrong. Like I said I am a very intuitive person and I know to trust my instincts especially my maternal ones. Having lived as a mother without a child for what honestly feels like a lifetime you honestly grow wiser. Wiser as a baby less mother, watching others, learning patience, kindness, gratitude, growing knowledge and unconditional love. Has all been a part of my journey and a major part of this story
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