four months has passed since you’ve left this world but what has not passed is the pain that your absence leaves behind.
I’m not better. if things changed it was for the worst.
my heart is sad, heavy, tired and he cries, every hour of every day. and how could it be any different?
you were brutally taken from this world, from us. and you were so young...you had so much to show, offer, conquer, win. YOU HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR.
in spite of everything you had a good life, but you, chester, you didn’t had even a half of what you really deserved.
you deserved to have a long life of full and genuine happiness, you deserved to be loved for the entire world and now you can’t have this...you can not be here in the place that you should be, in the place that you should never have left...
you should be here being a father, husband, son, brother, grandson, friend, idol...you should be here, chester.
you didn’t choose this and we know that if you could choose to go back, you would return but again: you can’t...and it all breaks my heart and makes me hate this unfair life.
I miss you, more than ever.
you’re in my thoughts. you’re in the songs that I listen all day that touch my heart and inspire me in different ways. you are in my smiles, those smiles I always give when I remember you. you’re in my inspiration to be someone better and help others. you're in my reasons to get out of bed, to live and to not give up.
if I could take my heart out and show you, you would see that your name is written on it along with several wounds that your death caused - and these wounds, they will not heal.
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