As hard as this is to write, I wanted to share this. It’s incredible and maybe even unbelievable
You may or may not believe that there’s more to life than our current incarnation, and last week I had my monthly session with my favourite lady-healer in Colorado, she keeps me in spiritual shape and clears out any negativity that’s ready to go (what I to do as a spiritual healer). This time, after a 45 mins session, she prepped me to hear the worst....she’d tapped into a gruesome past life where I’d been raped by an indigenous tribe of men in the Amazon jungle. As wild (and perhaps unbelievable to some) as this might sound, my whole pelvic area was throbbing, and stabbing throughout the session. My body was remembering the pain.
She didn’t disclose the information until after the session, so I didn’t know the full story until we shared it afterwards, I only felt what my body was resonating with.
For the whole of that night, I was completely exhausted, tender, and raw, as if my body was reliving what had happened.
As horrific as it sounds, I actually feel really grateful because it sounds like a big piece of my sexual healing journey, that I shared about last week.
There’s always been a sense of disconnection, my body not entirely trusting to fully relax and surrender in intimate experiences. My body not trusting enough to open up and allow situations to unfold naturally.
As you know, I’m currently in Hollywood, LA where all the sexual abuse stories and #metoo is very present. And perhaps the environment has allowed my related trauma to be released too. Somehow it feels like it’s all accelerating around me, and nothing can be hidden anymore.
I appreciate the opportunity to share this with you, however it’s received.
I truly believe in the power of sharing, and healing each other through this, and so I hope to keep this conversation open and flowing because it needs to be. If you feel to share something below (or even your support) that’s awesome
Love and light xxx
Los Angeles, California