I began my Reiki I journey a few weeks ago.
Ever since I can remember, I have seen colours around people and things. I thought everyone did - so I never questioned it.
The past few months have brought so much intense self-awareness that I had a very distinct feeling to get curious about these hues of light people would have around them.
So, I did. I found Reiki. ... Or rather, Reiki presented itself to me.
I always spoke of auras and a person's energy field, not truly appreciating the significance they actually have. I associate warm radiations of light and different colours to people, places and things.
Now, through Reiki, yoga and meditating, I understand the energy I have always felt, and I am reconnecting with the Universe after neglecting her for so long.
Every morning, I spend time with my own presence, totally in love with how my hands emanate a heat now (with Lupus, my fingers and toes are icicles all the time). With my eyes closed, I see a grand sphere of light surround me, rooting me to the Earth.
My thoughts, my intentions and my love do not feel as authentic as they do now. .
With every inhale and exhale, my soul always heeds to the same melody - his. As I gather the glow of the Universe, I place a hand on my heart over his hoodie and feel it beating; resonating with how I remember the rhythm of his. .
I sit him down with me, hold his presence with mine, and for a little while I am inexplicably happy. .
The light in me, honours, respects and holds, the light in you.