~You wish you were dead~
Vent : I really feel like my relationship is just a ticking time bomb and I never know when the hell its gonna explode. My perception on love has been fucked up my entire life because of how my parents interacted and then some other stuff happened with some people that I don’t wanna publicly go into detail about. But anyways I feel like I’m just a few days away from my girlfriend finding someone better and everyone keeps giving me that “You’re the best she could ever have” bullshit but if that’s true how the hell do they explain her and my rocky past? I love her so much more than anything in this world and the only people I might ever put above her are my two closest friends.
But I was sitting next to my friend today (and me and my friend live really close together so I don’t really bother telling anyone when I go to hangout with my friend) and my girlfriend started texting my friend (once again my girlfriend didn’t know I was with my friend much less sitting directly next to my friend and reading their texts ) and here’s the conversation that they had. “My GF: I’m hyperventilating
My friend: Oh *pets*
My GF: I’m still hyperventilating
My friend: What happened?
My GF: Four people tried to ask me out today and one even tried to get me to cheat. I told them I was in a happy relationship but most of them kept persisting.
My friend: Tell them to fight Vee. She’ll throw hands
My GF: I cussed them out but still.”
WHICH stresses me the hell out. Like I’m glad as fuck I have someone so loyal and like. I don’t know. My gf is one of the only people who genuinely appreciates me ?? (Along side of 4 “friends”) But my issue is there are so many people way better than me that she could easily date and I get extremely insecure in relationships and it’s really fucking me up.
one more kind of intro to this account, i might occasionally post songs along with the picture that describe my current mood (i promise i’m not always depressed like rn) lmaoo. this song is called personal space by jreality and it’s so good #audio#music#sadaudio#depressed#aethetic#vibes#red#spam#cute
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I really wanted to edit to this audio // Please credit if you use because I cut different parts together and messed around a lot with it // The I need u mv was the first thing I thought of when I went to edit with this audio so... here you go // Yes I’m aware that namjoon isn’t in this edit but the only scenes of him in the mv are at that gas station and it’s not sad so it doesn’t fit with the edit...