I'm not exactly sure how much I want to share about this. . I know if you have any type of heart and or soul , you find what is happening to the rhinos disgusting and disturbing ( to put it lightly ). Some things bother me more then others ... But when things bother me , they really bother me ( seems like a pretty obvious statement , but I don't know how else to put it.😳 ). The nightmares have already began the first sleep after bringing this rhino out. I wish I could just enjoy this stunning creature , but even my subconscious mourns when I sleep . I can't talk about the frightening things I have seen the last couple sleeps , but it clearly coincides with my emotions attached with this animal . A couple years ago I mostly stopped going on my personal Facebook due to feeling disturbed almost daily by seeing articles or photos , of issues that kept me awake at night , to do with our world. .. animals , humans... I can't follow too much to do with these issues on Instagram . It's good to be aware , but for me I had to decide being so aware of everything happening in the world , wasn't healthy for me . It doesn't mean I don't care. I will stop people when they bring up stories about these things. It's not meant to be cold. Anyway as I said in my last post , I had to put this rhino away for a while , because the first was emotionally exhausting . I wasn't kidding . I got alot of compliments on this rhino painting already . I do like it .but I see disconnect. . .. like color by numbers :p. If I'm gonna loose sleep over this shit, I'm gonna paint the damn thing with all of my feelz.. happy or sad . So yes , a pretty painting is nice - But it's not enough for me .
One rhino activist I have stuck with following , does his part by riding his bike , @pedaling_against_poaching . (He doesn't have to much gruesome stuff. ) . Go find the baby rhino post . It really lifts my spirits . 🖤. ..remember , carrying burdens doesn't mean you care more . Find the way I can help and show your love best .. whether it's financially or supporting an organization.. art will always be my main outlet :p . Thanks for all your love and support . 🖤💓