(Not a rant lmao so I was a little hesitant to post this cus I don't think it's good enough for instagram especially the second one lmao it was a joke and I didn't put much effort into it but yea these r just simple test cus one day I would really like to try animating lol )
Love requires no understanding, no agreement, no sense, no anything. And when we let all those concepts fall away, love reveals itself as the greatest path to understanding, to agreement, to connection.
Feeling hurt or confused? Allow love.
Well the other day was pretty fucked up... after seeing my “bf” now ( ex )cheat on me then to me to find out he cheated again killed me ... killed me so much that when I was drunk I climbed onto a building it felt like I was on the edge of that roof forever then I stepped. I’m so grateful for the people in my life because when I took that step I fell at the very last second a friend pulled me so that I didn’t die I then started panicking and was pinned down by multiple mates. I’m so sorry for them having to witness me like that but I’m so happy they stopped me because if they didn’t I’d be letting down the one person that has always helped me even tho me and him are going through a lot rn I’m still determined to make him happy idc if I am as long as he is happy. Anyway after being pinned to the ground for ages I was stupid and said to the boys I needed a toilet ... this is where I fucked up I found a sharpener which was in my pocket and broke it I freaked out after hurting myself because it was acting like if I was a sprinkler my friends ran in and all climbed into the toilet making sure I was okay cleaning me covering comforting me ... I actually love them all sorry if there are spelling mistakes or anything I cbf to read through this and I’m deslixic +
R.I.P Rocky my gorgeous big boof head 22.3.11 - 19.4.18
Absolutely heartbroken right now. My heart is in pieces Rocky was diagnosed with a brain tumor that took up 75% of his brain and had to be put down I had the best 6years with you and nothing can replace the love you gave me