P.s.story behind ~~ I wrote this for someone close to me who was struggling with interviews for jobs.This person is an honest hard worker and I believed in her.And to see someone going through this ordeal is kind of impatient and drives us crazy sometimes. But my mom told me don't ever loose faith, you have only that and it's what holds you. It will always get us through, she said.I asked what if its gone, what then? She said it's like sand castle you gotta rebuilt it once the hard waves are gone. That's our job to keep it alive. So I wrote this letter-kinda- mix- poem to let it be there in the open.....
||~~|| To life,
Test of patience
Feels like invisible bruises on your back
It holds time so still
That to breathe you need a bottle
you can't do it on your own
You can't shake off these lies
these self doubts that are yet unidentified
You are so induced in the idea of leap
That your feet needs restraints
And it still is testing,
you know what I'm talking about right?
Lately it has made everything meaningless
Like I'm blinded by only what I wait for,
Still there, testing
I don't know if it ever gonna end
And will it be my last
But when it does
I'll let you know.