Do you know the feeling, when you almost can't breathe?
Your mind is racing, your heart is racing, your muscles are tense and your throat is tight.
It’s like someone or something - perhaps even life in fact - is choking you.
Slowly but ever so surely.
Someone who cares sees the alarm in your eyes, and asks if you're ok. You say you're fine, even though you're not. And you keep on trucking.
Ploughing through a life that looks good, great even, on the outside, but on the inside feels like a glorified prison.
You are constantly doing things because you think you “should", because others, or what you think is your own voice, but you know really isn't, SAYS you should.
And there is a feeling of constant guilt, because you can never fully please everyone, let alone yourself!
You feel the pull of what your soul really wants, then promptly ignore it, push it away, push it down, sticking to your rational pre-conceived plans and ideas.
Then it comes back up again. You push it down again.
Maybe with food, with work, with distraction information/media, shopping, sex, super intense workouts, whatever is available in the moment.
And the hollowness only deepens. You wonder if anyone else can see it, if they've noticed the change in you.
Or if it's only you who feels it following you around, like an inescapable shadow.
The truth is, the anxiety, the hollowness, it's all a gift.
It's a calling, telling you to wake the up, stop f***ing around, pretending, and do what you're really here to do.
To step into your power and your full potential.
IT’S TIME TO STOP PRETENDING.
It's time to get out of your head and into flow.
It's time to step into your power.
And not the kind of power that just looks good on paper, but the kind that FEELS LIKE MAGIC.
That ignites and engages every cell in your body and every facet of your soul.
Imagine being able to make ALL your decisions and choices based not on what you think you should do, or chose yesterday, or what looks good on paper, but what you actually crave and deeply desire.
And pssst... want to know the paradox? You’ll end up looking better on paper too. Ha!
There is SO much FIRE and wisdom and flow inside you...