️Sleeping Well My Donette Rests - Her Unconditional Love As Always Remains - Floating Over & Thru Our Family - Her Spirit Never Died - It Acended & Lives Within Each Heart That Her Life Has Touched ️ 3:40pm marked 1 whole year since my She-ro, passed away peacefully.
It has been a year of learning to live without that 'beat' in my heart... a year of smiling without that 'light' in my soul... and a year of being stronger in mind without doubting... For I know everyday & every step I take, all that I am, is a personification of my Mothers Life & my Mothers Nature.
Yes I'm still wounded, yes I still hurt & from the hurting I wound others too, not thru choice, but thru pain. In time I will forgive myself as sorry is not enough just yet.
I'm learning to love my time right here & right now & all that share 'this place in time' with me too Mumsie, but it's damn hard sometimes Ma... Damn hard, but still, I do try... sometimes.
Over time, over you, over & over again, I've cried, I've laughed... whilst reflecting, as I remember my Idol & Donette.
I've selfishly wished for JUST ONE MORE DAY just to hear your voice, see your smile, hold your hand & kiss you bye bye one more time... But you send me signs, so many signs for me to know that YOU & THE MASTER were ready that day... And that on that day HOME YOU MUST GO.
Your passing broke my heart into tiny pieces, but Mother it's STILL your love & will ALWAYS BE THAT LOVE that holds all those pieces, perfectly in place... Super Glued with memories that bind your DNA with my DNA Never Would've Made It I'll Be Thinking Of You 12th October 2017
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