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I had the worst night of my life last night. 1am woke up with the worst night terror I’ve ever had, paralyzed in fear, when i could get up - crying and puking and begging to be taken to the hospital - not because I thought I was going to die but because I felt like I needed something stronger to take off the edge. My emergency med did its job but took a few hours to really calm down. I felt like I had no control over my body or my emotions. From dead sleep to total fear. How long was i stirring before i woke? How long did i feel paralyzed? Would Katie have picked it up before I could and woken me up?

I had the worst night of my life last night. 1am woke up with the worst night terror I’ve ever had, paralyzed in fear, when i could get up - crying and puking and begging to be taken to the hospital - not because I thought I was going to die but because I felt like I needed something stronger to take off the edge. My emergency med did its job but took a few hours to really calm down. I felt like I had no control over my body or my emotions. From dead sleep to total fear. How long was i stirring before i woke? How long did i feel paralyzed? Would Katie have picked it up before I could and woken me up?

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@xeno_lambrose

Psalm 139:23, 24

@sid.the.doggy

Hope you feel better soon! 🐶🐶

@dijojolly

So sorry you had such a bad night. I hope you are able to get your dog soon! Jehovah will help you through.

@smith1cmor

Sorry you have these type of troubles. Hope you get your doggie soon and that helps you. Hope you feel better soon and don't experience another terror, especially one as horrible as last night.

@danaboomboom

Sorry friend! That’s awful we need the new world so badly

@phantom.and.co

So sorry you had a bad night.. I hope tonight is better & that the nightmares stay away 💓

@gabbigailkmart

Sorry lou. Hope tonight is better

@lunathegreatbernese

I know that struggle all too well. Luna does wake me up - she will often lick my face or jump on the bed and sit on me. I didn’t realize she was waking me from a night terror at first but it clicked. It’s extremely rewarding to have that support. I hope that you can have that too! ❤️

@service_dog_maggie

Sorry about the bad night. Hopefully you'll be able to get some rest today. You are in our prayers.

@pacific_dost

That’s not good. May Jehovah continue to give you the strength you need to get by. No matter what, please don’t ever lose your joy. I hope your episodes get fewer and less intense and that you continue coping. Thanks for sharing ❤️

@beesplenda

Awww man sorry that you had such a horrible night chica ...how much more do you have to save to make your goal? 😳 @leahtarynn

@emccorona

That’s so awful Leah. I really hope you get your doggie soon. Hugs being sent your way for having to deal with something like this 🤗

@katiedavis21

I’m sorry to hear that.

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