I had the worst night of my life last night. 1am woke up with the worst night terror I’ve ever had, paralyzed in fear, when i could get up - crying and puking and begging to be taken to the hospital - not because I thought I was going to die but because I felt like I needed something stronger to take off the edge. My emergency med did its job but took a few hours to really calm down. I felt like I had no control over my body or my emotions. From dead sleep to total fear. How long was i stirring before i woke? How long did i feel paralyzed? Would Katie have picked it up before I could and woken me up?