Every day I get to decide how I will see the world and my world had been full of light and love. Then something comes out of left field that I hadn’t planned for, hadn’t expected and had no fucking control over
My life then goes downhill due to chronic pain and 'shame'. I know i can’t always be or have sunshine and light but I can do something about it.
Focusing on strengthening my authentic self, silliness and love and laughter can heal, especially if we can laugh at ourselves.
My light is nowhere to be found and I am taking time out to find my way back to that place where my inner light grows, where I am not fucking faking it.
Taking time out to ask myself, But how? How can I recapture that joy I once knew? is the only thing i can do in order to reconnect with my, myself and I.
Everyone has their own way of rediscovering their inner peace. Mine is connecting with my partner, children and grandchildren.
This morning I woke up and I was given a lovely surprise. My granddaughter was not well and came to stay for the day. We layed on the bed, we laughter we read, we watched the film Lorax and we walked amongst the trees.
Life goes on....with love..with faith.
The Universe is a place with no beginnings and no endings. We evolve. We transform and we live. My life is changing due to chronic pain, I am being forced to fucking morph myself and I must remember that it will be okay.
Life goes on yes and I make a choice that I will morph in to something better, stronger and my light will shine so fucking bright it will be blinding!
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