so as some of y’all know, i’ve recently been a bit of a bitch to my body and lately i’ve been showing symptoms of anorexia and all that as well doing certain things to help relieve feelings and certain emotions. well from this day forward i’m promising to myself to take better care of myself and ensure i’m priority at most times because i’ve hit rock bottom before and that shit is really fucking hard to get back up from, especially if it’s your mind telling you things. i’m also going to go to a specialist for my own eating habits because it’s gotten to the point where it’s concerning. so y’all i’m really trying to turn my life around in a positive way. and not all of y’all knew about these things, and i’ve had some people assume in the past that i’m just some sort of freak that doesn’t ‘appreciate’ the life that’s been given to me. and yes, that’s true to an extent, but they were also the people who didn’t know what was going on behind the scenes. anyway, just a quick check-in, imma hopefully be looking and feeling better soon but for now, i love y’all and take care. mwah.