Where did it all go?? Where is it now. I’m so fucking confused with love. How can it just be fixed. I just want us back. We’ve been on edge of fading. I want you to Love me like i love you. Im not expecting a million posts about me. I just want you to say the three words sometimes before me. Reassure me that you love me. Overthinking leans to me being paranoid. What If he is bored of me now? I cant do anything right. What If he thinks im not enough anymore? What If im not needed now? What If he wants to walk out of it now? A warm “babe you know i Love you right?” Or say “I love you” first. Or even just a “are you okay?” Would already be comforting, is it really a lot to ask for? I’m genuinely thinking that maybe just i have high expectations? I just want to feel the same love that I give to you. All these arguments and all this fighting. We’re both stubborn but underneath that I genuinely hate it. I have always been first to bring up sorting it and stopping being mad at each other, which makes me think that maybe it’s only me wanting this relationship? Fuck everything is so confusing. But at the same time as once said: “love is when all your happiness and sadness and feelings are dependent on one person.” Even though there’s all this hurt when we argue I never will stop loving you. We always went through issues together, all the drama we had to pull through because of other people shows that we’re strong together. I don’t know what’s wrong with me that I’m ranting right now. Fuck. U.J.C.B.R.