V E N T
i couldn't save you I couldn't help you Im a mess up But i keep trying
I try so hard thinking
I'll be good enough
Depression will magically
But over time it hurts even more than before.
Thank you to the very few people that stayed but
Thank you for the people that left.
Thank you exes for the abuse
It honestly means alot.
Im broken but im slowly getting the pieces back together so i can be me again, original me. Im sorry for all the pain i cause everyone and im sorry for giving up on everyone and not being good enough really..im sorry for being this little annoying boy that is hooked up on love and HAS to have attention im sorry for everything thats all i can really say.
Im sorry for cutting and trying to hard and for starving myself and lying about throwing up my food or cutting so deep that blood turns water red and along with the fact that i keep bothering everyone im sorry about that! I just hope i dont lose everyone...i already lost so many people, SO MANY and im so sorry for fucking up and being stupid, sorry for wasting time...goodbye