We are at 25 weeks pregnant my friends, and have to say feeling pretty good physically! Other than the normal pulling, and stretching, I feel much better than I did with Millie, and praying this feeling continues as we hit the colder months and get further along. .
The feelings of having a baby boy so soon are so mixed if I'm going to be honest. I can not wait to hold him, and to watch him grow, and see the love that just overflows for him by his daddy, and his big brother and sister. I can't wait to see what he looks like and sounds like. BUT, things are very different than they were when Millie arrived. We were much more settled. Yes, we still have a house, car, job those things, but are quickly outgrowing out of them. Being in the process of wanting to move, and needing a new car, it feels like the struggles of life are upon us. When we got married, we didn't really have those struggles. We combined two houses into one so we were not lacking anything. We had two cars that were paid for, One child, at the beginning, and had lots of time to ourselves. Then Millie came and we had her, and one car payment and less space, but still comfortable where we were. Now, 3 kids, 3 cars and one 1 is drivable and doesn't have room for the 5 of us (that's a whole other story) and I'm pretty sure our house is ACTUALLY shrinking. .
We are trying to still enjoy this season of life but as I'm sure many of you have been here... It's not always easy. We seem to be all ships passing in the night and thank God for my husband who still makes time for us! So again, if I'm being honest here... We are very excited to welcome our baby boy into the world, and know that a lot of THESE overwhelming feelings will go away as we welcome new, but fast for now, we keep our eyes on the Lord as we know his plans are bigger than ours.