The highest achievement in the music industry is the Grammy Award. It is a validation that you are a good musician who has exemplified something outstanding. That little gold record player = Status, Success, accolade, and extraordinary skill. There was a point in my life that Marriage, a house, a spectacular job, my real adult life was the Grammy Award that I had been chasing and still am after. As I enter into my last year of my 20 somethings I am able to reflect on feelings of insecurity, uncertainty, and doubt. Envy that I was not where I wanted to be and jealousy of the people who had what I thought beloved to me.
This is a representation of how envy and jealousy can be rooted deep and passed along from generation to generation. It can sparkle or shine all it wants but it doesn't mean that, that Grammy category is for you.
It has taken great growth and maturity to accept the decisions that I have made that have led me to where I am and to know that my path is my own and to trust gods timing and process at all times.
To trust in the Lord with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding and in all ways submit to him so he can make my life straight. Proverbs 3:5-6
To constantly remind myself that what is truly for me WILL NEVER PASS ME.
I present 20 Something by SZA
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